The Long Night Awaits(5)

Abdominal pain all day long, like what ferocious beast brutally tearing open the internal organs to devour, all day tearing pain, the whole house echoed with screams and cries.Crazy one by one, the head hit hard on the glass window, fingernails buckle on the wall in the wallpaper left a series of long scratches, cape covering the abdomen lying on the floor in agony, the pain is not reduced half, a long time of torment led to several times fainted.Invisible needles pierced into the internal organs bit by bit, some kind of mechanism in the body collapsed and began to pain double back, a self-protection mechanism left in the body from some previous experiment, allowing the body to quickly return to its state.The heat wave spreading from the abdomen gradually rose, eroding sanity.Knuckles whitened and sweating profusely, each bout of pain brought the body close to collapse.The pain gradually engulfed, vision began to blur, head fainted and passed out the next second.The non-speaking lab technician opened the door and looked down from above, a vial of medicine clutched in his hand, his eyes still deep and incomprehensible with pity.Looking up and staring into his eyes telling him he didn't want to live, telling them to kill it quickly or they'd go crazy, they really would.His pupils plummeted and he finally spoke, "Think before you speak, decide the rest of your life."His expression was serious, he even tucked back the hand holding the medicine, he didn't want to give it."There will be no hang-ups, there won't be."Pleading and praying to him, he clearly hesitated and wavered for a moment, taking advantage of him letting his guard down, snatching the jar of medicine and swallowing the pills as fast as he could in his life, smiling sweetly and playfully, "Look, it's going to be okay, born for experimentation, isn't it?"Immediately following the headlong fall, it was the next day when he woke up again, the attitude of the experimenters had clearly changed, no longer asking what was needed or offering food like before, but easily implanting neurostimulators in their bodies during the coma.Neurostimulators are used to treat a number of neurological disorders by sending electrical currents to the brain or spinal cord to regulate nerve activity and help relieve symptoms.There was also the tracker on the ankle, a new room with only a creaking bed, two compressed cookies a day, still continuing to write records for the rest of his life, and never leaving the institute, but who would come to the rescue of an experiment that was already controlled to be a schizophrenic in a month.The disdainful attitude of the experimenters had revealed the impossibility of getting out of this place of wrongdoing alive, and the experimenter who had given the drugs had said nothing, looked coldly at his colleagues and volunteered to go and cook for them.Any regrets?No regret, just some sadness, did not expect to die so soon, is a person will be sad, still think at the age of seventeen years old can be the same as the two of them to live a carefree life?Chu nettle ah Chu nettle, you are too naive too stupid, how can it be you are loved?

Every day is so hard, if you are so happy to live, you might as well leave early.It is their own cajoling themselves right, recently always give themselves a reason to escape from reality, read the previous actually said that a change of place to live, but also to die, how can you still think of them?This is not alive and well?Asked the experimenters, they said yesterday not also chat with them said want to eat pizza?Yesterday, they also told them that they were planning to memorize their biographies, so that if they were to leave unexpectedly, they could still let others know about themselves.The lab technician who didn't speak had a hard-to-understand look of obscurity in his eyes, but regardless of him, today they also gave them an ice cream and coaxed them to be happy before they left, the smiles they wore on their faces didn't look fake.Well, sorry for lying, it's all fake, all of it.Their unnatural smiles are just to soothe the mood, and of course it's obvious that Pourquoi is a perfect experiment with much more sensitive perceptions.Is it possible that the precursors of schizophrenia have already appeared?But this kind of schizophrenia is caused by drugs, and unusual psychosis is still not the same, there is no memory of that time, or is this a dream, remember the brochure says it is a sleeping pill experiment ... headache, the limit is fear, fear stimulates the passive potential, inspired by the potential is not necessarily able to change everything, but also may be regrettedlifelong impulsive moves.