June
My tears became more uncontrollable as I backed my bedroom door, crying my eyes out. 'how did I get here?' it was the question that lingered most in my mind. There was nothing like peace inside me, I have turned to the life of chaos. Full time chaos, the walls were closing in and I knew that it was only a matter of time before I exploded. I have become a walking time bomb that is prepared for destruction. Her words lingered in my mind for the longest time; 'Axel and I are the real thing.' This only denounced the validity of my marriage and every time I tried to convince myself that Axel lived me even during the time he considered us married, her words were are sharp iron, countering the effect of that in my mind. I knew one thing, two of us could kit stay inside this house without snapping. Since both of us were pregnant, something terrible was only to happen.
I could feel it...