Desperation

Nasrin

I heard the sound of the door opening. I knew it was time for Rose to deliver my dinner. I refused to eat every single time. Dinner, breakfast, lunch– I was in no mood to eat. I didn’t have the appetite. My stomach churned at the memory of my sister’s death.

I can only sit on my bed, spacing out while grieving. It hurts. My eyes could no longer shed tears. I think I’ve used all of them.

I no longer care about my parents or my other siblings. They were probably mauled by werewolves. Do I feel something for their deaths? No, because they didn’t feel anything when they betrayed Sky. I stopped caring the moment they easily turned their back on her and they were even willing to kill me.

I could understand their hate for me. I was easier to dispose of because of that but Sky was different. She was one of them. The only thing that differentiate her from them was her care for me. And yet, they didn’t hesitate to betray her and kill her.