Chapter 2: The Name I Shouldn’t Have
The sheets were too soft.
That was the first thing Noel noticed.
They weren't scratchy hospital linens. They felt like silk—cool, smooth, luxurious. And the air… it didn't stink of antiseptic. No chemical tang, no sterilized emptiness. It smelled like… dried herbs, dusted books, and something warm humming beneath it all.
Mana.
He didn't know how he knew the word.
He just did.
His eyes blinked open. Slowly.
The ceiling above him wasn't stained tile. It was smooth stone, a polished grayish-white with golden trim running in straight, intricate lines. A blue light floated in a corner—floated, suspended in the air, pulsing softly like a heartbeat.
'…Okay. This ain't the ICU.'
He sat up too fast.
There was no IV. No tubes. No pain.
In fact, he felt… strong. His limbs responded instantly. No stiffness. No fatigue. Just clean movement, like his body was freshly oiled and built from scratch.
He looked down.
Hands. Steady. Pale but not sickly. Fingers long, smooth-skinned. Strong.
Definitely not his.
"...What the fuck," he muttered, voice hoarse but clear.
He pushed back the sheets and stood.
His legs didn't wobble.
His knees didn't scream.
He took a slow, tentative step across the cold marble floor. His feet met polished stone—not tile, not vinyl. It gleamed like obsidian, catching the light from that floating lamp above.
The room was massive—easily three times the size of his apartment back on Earth. High ceilings. Velvet curtains draped across tall windows, barely letting in sunlight. Bookshelves stacked with tomes, a massive desk with a feather quill and sealed letters on it, a wardrobe carved with elven symbols, and rugs thick enough to bury your toes in.
Everything screamed nobility. Luxury. Fantasy.
'This isn't a dream.'
He turned on the spot, heart pounding.
'This is not a fucking dream.'
Noel walked toward the far wall, toward the silver-trimmed mirror gleaming in the corner, but stopped just short.
Not yet.
First, he closed his eyes and exhaled.
The air felt electric.
Magic.
He didn't need a manual. It was in the air, in the room, in him. He could feel it curling in his chest—like a second heartbeat pulsing beneath the surface. A warmth that didn't belong to blood or breath.
'Mana,' he thought again.
'This world runs on mana.'
It wasn't a question.
It was a fact.
And somehow, impossibly, his body understood it.
The mirror was massive. Ornate. Framed in silver leaves and phoenixes carved mid-flight, it stood taller than him and gleamed without a single smudge or crack.
Noel stood in front of it.
And stared.
What looked back wasn't a dying twenty-two-year-old from Earth.
It was a boy. No—a young man, maybe sixteen at most. Tall for his age. Slender, but there was strength in his shoulders, the kind that came from hours of sword drills and training, not gym reps or desperate survival.
His hair was a messy golden blond, thick and unkempt, yet somehow regal. His skin was clear, pale but not sickly. And then there were his eyes—sharp, deep green like fractured emeralds, with a gaze so cold and analytical it almost looked inhuman.
They didn't blink.
Neither did he.
"...Huh," Noel whispered. He leaned in.
No familiar lines. No sunken cheeks. No chemo scars.
'This face… it's not mine.'
His hand rose to touch his jaw.
The mirror hand followed, perfectly synchronized.
He turned his head left, then right.
Still the same stranger staring back.
'But it feels like mine.'
His heart pounded. Not in panic—more like distant thunder, slow and heavy.
His breath fogged the glass slightly. He wiped it away.
"Who the hell are you?" he muttered.
No answer.
Just that same face. Cold. Noble. Detached.
And then—a flicker.
Something in his mind twitched.
A pulse behind the eyes.
Not pain.
Memory.
Not his own.
It started with a name.
Noel Thorne.
The moment it echoed in his mind, something cracked open.
A cascade of images spilled into his brain—jagged, disjointed, like pieces of a film reel playing out of order.
He stumbled back from the mirror, clutching his head.
His vision blurred—not from pain, but from overlap.
Sword strikes on a training field.
Cold, stern voices barking orders.
Dinner tables surrounded by nobles dressed in silence.
A private tutor lecturing about mana theory and etiquette.
A classroom, high ceilings, glowing chalk tracing glyphs into the air.
All of it him—but not.
'What the fuck is this…?'
He dropped to one knee, gritting his teeth.
The emotions were distant. Numb. Filtered through layers of discipline and indifference.
This other Noel—this noble's son—he didn't smile. He didn't cry. He didn't shout.
He studied. He observed. He endured.
An elite student. Detached. Unremarkable in the social ladder despite his skills.
A background character in a gilded cage.
And then—silence.
The wave of memory stopped as suddenly as it had come, like a faucet abruptly shut.
Noel's breathing was heavy. Shaky.
He pressed a hand against the marble floor to steady himself.
'Those weren't my memories… but I can feel them.'
He knew the layout of the room without looking.
He could recite a basic mana control exercise without needing a book.
He could remember a birthday that wasn't his—and that no one ever celebrated.
He slowly stood back up, staring once more at the boy in the mirror.
"...So you were a ghost in your own story," he said, voice quiet.
'Noel Thorne. A name I don't remember reading. A face that never showed up in the original cast.'
He narrowed his eyes.
'Why the hell would I wake up as you?'
The mirror, of course, had no answer.
But the name still rang in his skull.
Noel Thorne.
And it didn't feel like coincidence.
Noel sat heavily in the nearest chair, a high-backed armchair upholstered in deep crimson fabric. The wood was dark, polished, carved with elegant grooves that screamed aristocracy. His fingers gripped the armrests like lifelines.
His heart was still racing.
That name—Noel Thorne.
The memories. The mirror. The mana.
It was all too much, too fast. But it was real.
Then something on the wall caught his eye.
A crimson banner hung just above the fireplace, bearing a silver crest: a sword entwined with three stars over a circle of flame.
And in an instant—
It clicked.
His breath caught in his throat.
He'd seen that crest before.
Not in this room.
Not in this life.
But on the cover of a book he once tore through in high school, sleepless and obsessed.
A novel.
A long, brutal, haunting fantasy that never left him.
Echoes of a Shattered World.
The name hit like a bullet.
He felt the weight of it slam into his gut.
'No… no way.'
He stood, backing away from the banner like it had grown teeth.
But the memories came rushing anyway.
The story. The plot.
Three continents—Valor, Velmora, and Elarith.
A magical academy in the human capital—Valeria.
A boy named Marcus, a noble girl named Clara, the cold prodigy Selene, the golden-eyed elf Elena, the cunning council vice president Elyra…
All of theme'd ranted about, rooted for, cried over.
He remembered the war arcs. The betrayals. The secrets. The descent into despair.
And the ending.
The goddamn ending.
The world drowned in fire and void.
Everyone died.
The heroes failed. The villains won.
Everything crumbled.
And now—
Now he was in that world.
Inside a story that was already doomed.
Inside the body of a character he didn't even remember existing.
He ran a hand through his blond hair, eyes wide.
"...What kind of fucked-up isekai bullshit is this?" he muttered.
And then—
The air pulsed.
The air changed.
One second, everything was still—silent, eerie.
The next, it hummed.
Like static crawling along his skin.
The light in the floating lamp above him flickered once, then glowed brighter. Brighter. Until it wasn't just a light—it was a presence. Something not physical, but very much there.
Then—
A soundless chime.
A translucent screen flickered into existence in front of him, hovering midair like a hologram in a sci-fi movie.
It pulsed once and displayed:
[Welcome, Noel Thorne]
[Initializing Soul-Sync Protocol...]
[Mana Core Rank: Novice]
[Unique Quest Activated: SAVE THE WORLD]
Noel blinked.
Stared.
Then deadpanned, "Oh, come on."
He waved his hand through the screen. It shimmered but didn't vanish.
[Note: This is a one-time directive. Failure will result in universal collapse.]
"…You've got to be shitting me."
He rubbed his eyes, then looked up toward the ceiling like he could glare at whatever higher power was responsible.
"So this is my reward? I get cancer, rot in a hospital, and instead of peace I get a fucking fantasy deathmatch with apocalyptic stakes?"
No answer.
He jabbed a thumb at the floating text and scowled.
"And I didn't even get Truck-kun'd."
Nothing.
No divine voice. No system tutorial. Just a blinking reminder that the world was about to end—and apparently, he was the only guy who could stop it.
"Who the hell writes these setups?" he muttered.
But his heart wasn't in the sarcasm anymore.
Because this wasn't just a joke. This was real.
And the system had just dropped the biggest twist of all:
[Unique Quest: SAVE THE WORLD]
Noel stared at the glowing words.
[Unique Quest: SAVE THE WORLD]
It hovered there like a threat dressed as a gift.
His lips twisted.
"No."
The word came out flat, cold, absolute.
He folded his arms.
"Not my world. Not my people. Not my fucking problem."
He turned his back on the screen and began pacing. The boots—because yeah, apparently he had boots now—clicked against the stone floor.
"Find some chosen one with a hero complex. Get Marcus. He's the protagonist. I read the damn book, I know how this goes. He's your guy."
The screen didn't move.
Didn't fade.
Didn't care.
He sighed through his nose, stopped, and spun around, jabbing a finger at it.
"Seriously. I just died. I should be sipping cosmic mojitos in some soul-lounge right now, not playing RPG hard mode."
The message didn't change.
He tried to swipe it away again—nothing.
Then the text pulsed once.
[Quest Rejection Detected.]
Noel blinked.
"Wait, what?"
The message shifted.
[You cannot decline a Unique Quest.]
[If you fail—the world will perish.
And you will die.]
Silence.
Stone-cold.
Noel stood still. Frozen.
The glow from the screen lit his face, and for a second, there was no sarcasm in his eyes. Just realization. Heavy. Cold. Real.
'This… isn't a game.'
He slowly exhaled, shoulders dropping, the last edge of denial burning off like fog in sunlight.
"...Shit."