Mine All Mine

All I wanted was to be someone's first choise. someone's everything but that wasn't written on my fate. so I let go of that futile wish and focused on myself. Building myself, my career, my life. I wanted to attain every wish I had to forget about " being loved" and I did. Until I met "him" . I don't know what this attraction & hatred i feel all at same time whenever I come near or see him.



So from my intuition & experience in bad luck i promised myself to avoid him at any cost . But a clap can't sound with only one hand. why does he always come near me, try to talk with me when he doesn't give any other soul any attention. what is this unavoidable circumstances what always puts us together. I don't want to be near him , whenever I am I get the strong urge to cry & belittle myself. The more time we spent together the more this unknown flashbacks come to me.



what is happening? who is he ? what are we to each other?