To Our First Time (R-18+)

My first time wasn't as magical or mind-blowing as described in some shows or other works of fiction, but it was definitely an amazing experience, at least for me.

As both of us are virgins with zero experience, we did the position that every beginner does.

Missionary, it was frankly a bit nerve-wracking, but I successfully popped her cherry, proving that she is indeed a virgin. It wasn't like I didn't believe her claim, but to be provided by this undeniable truth.

It was shocking, a woman at her age who is a virgin? That's literally a myth at this age and time.

But at the same time, I felt accomplished for taking away my partner's virginity and, at the same time, mine.

Not many could claim that they're each other's first time.

After breaking her hymen, she cried a bit due to pain, which I did stop my movement as no matter how much I want to continue (and partly that she's so tight that I would cum at any moment if I move my hips a few more times) then gradually, she gave me the green light to continue and I did.

It took a few minutes before I was done; it was quite exhausting, actually. I never really thought about how tired you are after having sex, only as I experienced it myself I realized that having sex is like another form of exercise.

No wonder it was called dual cultivation in eastern asia.

—

"So having sex feels like this…it's a bit underwhelming," Baek-Soon commented after having sex with me.

That thoughtless comment of hers went straight out into my heart, while it wasn't physically painful, it no doubt hurt my self-esteem and pride as a man.

It's like she's saying that I wasn't good at it, which was true but it still hurt regardless.

"That's quite painful to hear babe."

"..huh? What do you mean-" Baek-Soon eyes widened upon realizing what she unconsciously blurted.

"No, no, no! I didn't mean it that way! I mean, you weren't that bad! It's just that sex feels a bit underwhelming compared to what I expected it was." Her hasty explanation made her look adorable in my eyes.

Letting out a chuckle, I replied. "I know, you don't have to explain, still it was a wonderful experience even if it's not what I expected."

It's definitely a step ahead compared to masturbating; no wonder there are a lot of people addicted to sex.

Baek-Soon completely agreed with my statement, then suddenly. "Hey…c-can we continue..? I couldn't completely feel it, mostly because half the time I felt the pain in my stomach."

That goes without saying. Naturally, I agreed to do it with her as I had already recovered, and this time, it went better than the first time.

—

By the time it ended, I looked similar to that mummy internet meme from my past life. Not only was I exhausted, I couldn't feel my hips, and my dick hurt and felt like it's gonna explode at any moment.

It was a painful experience as this never happened several times in a single session; if I recall, the pain started the fourth time, and after the seventh time, I could only feel pain.

Meanwhile, my girlfriend looked refreshed. She's a bit sweaty, but overall, she looked absolutely satisfied.

While I look like patient zero, I don't think I'd be able to move anytime soon.

—

A week after our first sex, we didn't do it again, at least not after a couple of days, as I was completely drained, and it's frankly painful to get hard within the next day.

But after my recovery, we started to do sexual things more often as after the first the last barrier that was holding us back completely disappeared.

Like right now, while I'm sitting in her gaming chair, Baek-Soon was kneeling down beneath me, and she was sucking my dick with gusto.

To think that this was her first time, she was using her tongue skillfully. If I didn't know any better I thought she's an expert on this.

I could hear the lewd sound coming from her as she continued to suck it off.

It felt so good that I wanted to cum immediately, but before that, I had to remind her. "Baek-Soon look at my eyes while you suck me off."

And as she did, I saw the lust in her eyes and I couldn't hold it anymore and shot it inside her mouth.

"Cough* cough* Ugh.." 

She was caught off guard by my load, and as she tasted my seed I could see the look of utter disgust on her beautiful face and immediately puke the cum out of her mouth.

"EW! Eww! H-how could anyone swallow this foul thing!" It's safe to say that she did not like tasting my semen at all as I saw her quickly go to the bathroom sink to wash it all off.

To be honest, I was quite disappointed that she didn't swallow it, but there's no way I would blame her for it as I never tasted my own seed.

It wouldn't be right for me to force her to swallow my cum; the fact that she sucked off my dick without feeling disgust was an achievement in itself.

Most would gag of reflex, but she did her first time almost perfectly.

I'm certain that she practiced using some sort of substitute as her practice dummy, but I won't say anything about it, as her effort to please me was admirable.

And if our roles were reversed, I don't think I'd be able to do the same thing.

—

It took a while for her to come out of the bathroom, she sure took her time.

"Ugh, I don't understand how those women in some porn could effortlessly drink something that disgusting." This was her first comment after coming out.

I swear I could feel the amount of mouthwash she used to rinse her mouth.

"Well, there's always next time. Who knows you're going to get used to it." I said, really hoping that she'd be able to do that.

My girlfriend gave me a deadpan look and answered. "No, I don't think I would."

Her words, not mine.

—

Today was a very special day. I got a call that my novel was finally going to become a manhwa. Right now, the only thing I have to do is sign a contract and meet the artists to guide them with the storyboard so that they can finally start drawing it.

But of course, I didn't just let any studio draw as I didn't want to ruin the story I plagiarized. That's why it took me a while to find a suitable studio to partner with.

I saw their works, and it was pretty good; the quality of their art was something I approved of.

If you're curious about what novel was about to become a manhwa, it's Solo Leveling.

I completed it ages ago, even before arriving in Korea.

Anyway, I need to celebrate this moment with my lover, who was using my lap as a pillow as she watched a video on her phone.

"Babe, let's go outside to celebrate."

Baek-Soon paused and took down her phone as she stared at me with curiosity. "Celebrate what exactly?"

"To celebrate that my novel is going to become a manhwa." I happily let her know, after all, despite everything, this was the first time my work was going to be drawn.

My girlfriend looked surprised by this and then smiled beautifully at me. "Congratulations!"

She knew about my story, and naturally, she read it and took quite a liking to it as it was very entertaining to read, according to her.

Frankly, I was a bit embarrassed with her reading it; there's just something embarrassing about people you know reading your works.

"But still…is it really necessary to celebrate outside..?" Baek-Soon didn't get the appeal of celebrating outside.

Hearing that, once again I realized that my beloved girlfriend is an introvert and doesn't really find the outside world as 'fun'.

I mean, I'm technically the same but it's not as bad as her. I may not be an outgoing person but I know the importance of socializing.

I wasn't always like this, but thanks to certain incidents in my life I realized the importance of knowing people could become handy later on if you needed help.

You see, I was alone when that massive outbreak happened in the motherland. I didn't want to think about that moment if ever.

It was the worst day of my life.

"It's necessary to go out once in a while, also socializing with people also helps. After all, maybe the relationship you cultivated might come in handy later on." I reminded her.

My words made her frown, clearly not understanding, as, from her perspective, socializing with others only brought her misery and pain.

In her life, I was the sole exception to that, but honestly, that's an exaggeration, then suddenly she blurted.

"I'll swallow it this time if we won't go out to celebrate."

"Deal!"

My answer was never so fast, my mouth open before I could even think, and after I did, I saw her smug look.

I knew at that moment that I was a slave of her blowjobs.

Without any warning, she took off my pants and did the deed.

Fuck it, this was going to be worth it.

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A/N: This is going to be an R-18+, but it won't happen so frequently as I'm not really keen on making porn in each chapter, so it's probably going to be in between the scenes.

As I stated before, this isn't a harem, as Baek-Soon is going to be the only one he'll ever have a relationship with in this world.

As for another world, he won't actively look for a relationship as his goal is to become powerful, but if it's an invitation to have a one-night stand, he won't refuse.

I already have the entire arc complete in my mind, the only thing I lack is actually writing it.

My ADHD and laziness are going to be the end of me.