War

MIRROR, MIRROR

Take a look at my face,

What do you see?

I feel nothing anymore.

Take a look at my scars,

They've never faded.

Take a look at my eyes,

Can you quantify the pain in them?

I live,

Memories of the past,

Threatening to drag me under.

I made a mistake,

To think I'd ever be fine.

I'm a broken piece,

Nothing, can ever mend me.

I'm sorry I loved you,

Sorry I lied to you.

Sorry I did everything I did,

It's all on me.

I didn't see the pain,

You tried to bottle up,

And the tears threatening to spill forth.

I'm not the person you think I am,

For I'm the most broken of all.

I feel pain, unimaginable pain,

As my mind becomes a playground,

For the demons in it.

I'm becoming the darkness,

I once ran away from.

I hate what I see,

When I look into the broken mirror.

I see myself,

And then I see him.

The boy who broke me.

Then I hit him over and over again,

My fingers bleeding from various cuts.