Please Tell Me It’s Not You, Sebby Baby

Sebastian Maddox's POV

I should've known something was off the second I stepped through the door.

No "baby, you're late," no cheek kisses, no dinner on the table even though the house still smelled faintly of roasted tomatoes and basil, like she started cooking and then forgot to finish. No Sky. Just silence and the soft ticking of the stupid expensive French clock she bought for the hallway. It felt like walking into a graveyard.

"Mom?" I called out, kicking my shoes off.

No response.

The light in the kitchen was still on, dim and gold, and I could see the curve of her silhouette seated at the table. My throat tightened.

She wasn't moving.

She wasn't humming like she always did.

No warm smile. No over-affectionate rambling about how cold it is outside or how I didn't wear a jacket again. Just her, sitting there in her silk robe, hair still cascading down her back like a river of night, completely still. I swallowed hard and stepped closer.

"Mom?" I tried again.

She looked up slowly. Her eyes were bloodshot, cheeks pale. There was a damp tissue in her hand. And on the table in front of her—

I froze.

Fuck.

Rain's photos.

The ones of me smoking on my bike, drunk at some alley club, making out with Demi against a wall like I didn't have a mother at home making dinner for me, praying for me. Every one of those moments where I felt untouchable, where I thought I was clever, reckless, invisible—laid out right in front of her like proof in a trial.

And she didn't scream.

Didn't throw them at me.

Didn't even blink.

Her lips parted, trembling. "Please," she whispered, her voice cracking like porcelain, "Please, Sebby baby… tell me it's not you."

My mouth opened. Nothing came out.

Her fingers curled around the photos tighter, shaking. I noticed the sweat on her temples, the way her breathing sounded thick, almost labored. Her forehead was flushed with fever, but she didn't move. Didn't get up. Didn't mother me like usual.

Just sat there, fragile and broken in a way I had never seen her.

"I—I don't…" I tried, voice hoarse. I couldn't lie. Not with her looking at me like that. Like I had carved the betrayal into her ribcage with my own hands.

"I didn't want you to find out this way."

Her chest rose slowly. Her lips parted again but no sound came.

Still no anger.

Just… devastation.

I took a step closer. She flinched.

That hurt more than anything Rain could've ever said to me.

The room felt like it was closing in. The air, too thick. My lungs wouldn't work.

All I wanted to do was fall at her knees and beg her to love me the way she used to—before she found out who I really was.

But she looked like she didn't even recognize me.

"Mom…" I whispered.

She didn't reply. She turned her face away and stared at the photos again.

And I realized right then—

I had broken the one person who had never stopped believing in me.