Sky's POV
The door clicks shut behind him.
And I finally break.
My legs give out by the fridge. I slide down the cabinets and crumble into myself, fists in my sweater, breath shaking like something's cracking open inside me.
He's been here. Here.
In my kitchen. In our space.
He touched me like he never left. He whispered like no time had passed. And I let him.
I let him.
I wipe my mouth with the back of my hand, as if I can scrub off the memory. But the dirt is deeper. It's in my spine. My ribs. My heart.
And I go back—
Because when pain comes like this, it drags you with it.
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FLASHBACK
Age 16. Outside the campus dorms. Sky's POV.
Rain was leaning against the wall, a cigarette tucked behind his ear. His uniform shirt untucked, collar open, backpack slung low like he didn't give a damn about anything except making you fall for him.
And I had. I'd fallen so hard it still hurt to breathe.
"You're mad again," he said, not looking up from his phone. "So predictable."
"I saw you with Marla. Don't lie to me, Rain."
He looked at me then. Smiled. Crooked. Cruel.
"You really think I'd pick her over you?"
"I—"
"Sky, baby," he interrupted, stepping forward. "You're imagining things again. That clingy little brain of yours just makes up stories when I don't text back in two hours."
I flinched. He stepped closer.
"Do you want me to block her? Would that make your pretty little head stop spinning?"
"I didn't ask for—"
He grabbed my chin, not hard—but firm. Like he was training a dog.
"Then stop acting like a jealous kid. You embarrass yourself."
Tears prickled. He saw them. Smiled wider.
"There it is. That crybaby look you get when you realize you're nothing without me."
"I'm not nothing," I whispered.
"Oh, baby," he said sweetly, brushing my hair behind my ear, "but you are. You'd fall apart if I walked away, wouldn't you?"
And I didn't answer.
Because maybe he was right.
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PRESENT
I'm on the floor. 32 years old. Shaking like I'm sixteen again.
And I hate him.
And I hate myself more.
I thought I buried her—the girl who begged him to love her, even while he laughed in her face. I thought I killed her with ambition, silenced her with motherhood, crushed her with every perfect smile I gave Sebastian.
But she's still here.
Still bleeding.
Still scared.
And Rain?
He knows it.
He smelled it the moment I opened the door.