Flashback
Rain Chen — POV
I don't believe in ghosts.
But she haunted me anyway.
Not in white sheets or flickering lights—
In voicemails. Emails. Soft digital echoes of a girl I left in pieces.
I told myself she'd move on.
I told myself she'd be fine.
She was Sky Maddox—everyone adored her. The girl who smiled too easily and loved too hard.
But she wasn't fine.
She kept calling.
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Week 6 — 2:13 AM
> "Rain… it's me. I… I'm scared. I don't know how to say it."
A shaky inhale.
"I'm pregnant."
My thumb hovered over delete.
I didn't press it.
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Week 9
> "It's real. I saw the ultrasound. There's a heartbeat, Rain. Yours. Ours."
"Please say something. Please…"
I turned off my phone and went to sleep with someone else in my bed.
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Week 12 — Email Subject: Please
> I'm not asking you to be a father.
I'm just asking you not to pretend I don't exist.
I didn't reply.
I read it three times.
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Week 17 — 3 Missed Calls
> "I bought a crib today. It's white. Like your shirts."
"He moves when I say your name."
I listened to that one until her voice blurred.
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Week 36 — 2:47 AM
> "Rain, it's almost time. I'm scared again."
"You don't even have to hold him. Just be there. Just be outside the hospital."
"Please."
I never went.
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But the day she came—
The day she stood in the rain outside my apartment—
I remember her hair was soaked, clinging to her cheeks.
Her eyes swollen from something deeper than sleep.
She looked like a girl who had spent nine months clinging to hope and forty-eight hours in labor… alone.
She didn't scream.
She didn't beg.
She just held out a baby wrapped in blue and said:
> "He's two days old."
"His name is Sebastian Maddox."
"He cries like me. He looks like you."
"Please. Will you still not come back?"
Her voice cracked on the last word.
I shut the door.
Not angrily. Not with malice.
Quietly. Gently.
Like I was scared of breaking her again, even though I already had.
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I sat behind that door for hours, listening to the rain and the silence she left behind.
I couldn't sleep that night.
Not because I missed her.
But because for the first time in years—
I wasn't sure if I deserved to forget.
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I never deleted her voicemails.
Not because I loved her.
But because somewhere deep in the bones of me, I knew:
She deserved to be remembered.
And I deserved to never stop hearing her cry.