My name is Ellie Young. Well-Elizabeth, technically. But only teachers and bullies ever called me that.
I've been to more schools than I can count-new girl, same script. Everyone makes fun of me. My clothes. My body. My name. It's like I've got a target painted on my back that only bullies can see.
But Ravensville? Ravensville is supposed to be different.
Before I started my new school, I told my parents I wanted a car-or I'd kill myself. I was bluffing. Mostly. But guess what? It worked. They got me a 718 Cayman Porsche.
I'm turning sixteen next month. I don't have a boyfriend. I don't even have a real friend. I thought being pretty and cool would fix everything. New school, new hair, new body, new attitude. I thought popularity would get me noticed. Get me loved.
But I'm still invisible.
Still a virgin.
Still waiting for the part where everything changes.
At Ravensville High, everyone worships one person: Xanders. The jock. The god. The walking ego in designer shoes. They all love him. I don't.
He used to bully me in third grade-called me fat, compared my hair to Queen Elizabeth's wig, made me cry more times than I can remember. But I've changed. A lot. He doesn't even recognize me now.
He doesn't know who I am.
And I'm not sure I want him to.
Ravensville was supposed to be a fresh start. A chance to rewrite my story. Maybe even have an adventure.
But instead... I think I'm about to get caught in someone else's.
And I'm not just going to lose my virginity.
I might lose myself.