Chapter Two-Maria

I make a mental note to buy more color depositing conditioner. Sometimes it’s shampoo. But I think the conditioner works better.

“Shit.”

I hiss and check the phone. I’m late and I don’t have time to order it now. I sigh, aggravated for no good reason.

I know coming back to my home state means having to stay incognito. But it makes me angry. It’s just one more thing I miss about my old life.

My natural hair color, I mean. It’s dark brown, like chestnuts, and I have gold and reddish highlights. It’s also wavy and long, hanging down to the middle of my back when loose.

But ever since I came back to New Jersey to be closer to my mother, I’ve been straightening it and using the most natural hair coloring treatment I can find.

I don’t want to dye it. Nothing so permanent as that.

I walk out of the shitty little basement apartment I’m renting, and I groan.

“Why is it so fucking hot?” I mutter and start fanning myself.