"Silence in a loud place feels heavier."
—June
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June
She applied because Ethan said it was time.
"You're already better than half the kids in the city," he told her. "You just need the certificate. The space."
What she needed was a place that didn't look at her like she was broken in slow motion.
But she nodded anyway.
The photography school was all steel edges and high ceilings. Glass-walled classrooms where people spoke in fast, elastic words. Critiques that sounded like code. Professors who liked her "rural texture" but not her silence.
She smiled when required. But the further she stepped into that world, the more the floor shifted under her feet.
She missed the sound of gravel under boots. Missed dusk that didn't require an appointment. Missed being unknown in a way that didn't feel like rejection.
And Ethan—he wasn't around as much now.
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Ethan
Flash.
Gallery meeting in Chelsea.
Flash.
Quick lunch with the curator's assistant.
Flash.
Phone call from a sponsor.
Flash.
Late drinks with friends from Columbia.
Flash.
A woman at the bar says she knows June from somewhere. He says, "Maybe the photos."
Flash.
Back home past midnight, she's already asleep.
He tells himself this is just a phase. That he's doing it for them.
That one day soon he'll take her hand and say: "See? I built this for us."
But the truth: he loves being seen.
Here, people say his name like it matters.
In Madison Hollow, he was nobody with a camera.
In New York, he's becoming someone.
And in that becoming, he forgets she was never trying to become anything.
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June
The subway was the only place that didn't expect her to speak.
Sometimes she rode the Q line to nowhere, just to hear the roar swallow her.
Headphones in, but no music.
Camera in her lap, but no photos taken.
At school, she said less and less. Her classmates mistook it for mystery.
At a party Ethan dragged her to, someone asked, "So what's it like being a muse?"
She smiled, drank, and thought about the mine.
The noise rose—music, laughter, glass clinking.
It blurred, then sharpened, then blurred again.
And somewhere between flashes of a strobe light, she forgot what it meant to be held in a room and not trapped by it.
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Crosscut:
Party.
Flash.
Drinks spill on hardwood.
Flash.
Someone shouts her name—wrong pronunciation.
Flash.
Laughter that excludes.
Flash.
Ethan, across the room, grinning too wide, lit by ambition.
Subway.
Train brakes scream.
A mother hushes her child.
A man with tired eyes clutches a bag of oranges.
June, in the glass reflection, sees herself double: the girl who left, and the one no one here really sees.
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Ethan
He notices something changing—but only in hindsight.
Her eyes look less alive in the photos.
She doesn't ask to see the edits.
Doesn't ask anything, really.
Once, she tells him:
"This city talks too loud. I don't think it listens."
He kisses her then, but it feels like punctuation instead of promise.