Borrowed Light

"You lit me up for them,

but I was never yours to burn."

—June

June

The lights dimmed.

The room breathed in.

She was seated in the third row, fingers wrapped too tightly around the armrest, sweater sleeves tugged over her palms. The theater was full—Ethan's name had drawn a crowd. Critics. Professors. Strangers in long coats and careful stares.

On screen, the film opened with dusk in Madison Hollow.

Wheat fields swaying.

Rust curling at the edge of an old windowpane.

A girl standing with her back to the camera, light pouring through her hair like honey through a cracked jar.

Her.

Not June.

Not a person.

A silhouette. A symbol. A sigh.

She watched herself through someone else's eyes.

Cut after cut, she unraveled.

She was framed against barns, caught in stillness, paired with voiceovers she never said:

"She reminded me of something lost—

of places that don't know what time it is."

"She was stillness in a world that kept moving."

"She was the echo of a home I never had."

June didn't remember agreeing to that version of herself.

She didn't remember saying yes to being turned into metaphor.

The scene that shattered her was five minutes in.

Her standing by the mine, fingers trailing over rust.

But the audio over it was Ethan's voice, soft and reverent:

"In that silence, I saw the kind of truth you can't fake—

a girl who'd never leave, even if the world asked her to."

The audience sighed audibly. Someone whispered, "Beautiful."

June felt her lungs fold inward.

Like the air had turned into smoke and climbed back down her throat.

Her mouth tasted like iron.

Soundscape

Darkness.

Then screen white.

Heartbeat. Her own.

Ticking projector.

Audience breathing. Then silence.

Applause.

Theatrical, warm, human applause.

It crashed against her like ocean against glass.

She couldn't feel her legs. Couldn't feel anything.

Ethan

He found her in the hallway. She was already halfway to the exit.

"June—wait."

She turned, and the look on her face wasn't anger. Not yet.

It was betrayal's quiet cousin: realization.

"You knew," she said.

He hesitated.

"They wanted something cohesive—something that tells a story."

"A story," she repeated, like it was a curse.

"You mean yours."

He took a step forward.

"They loved it. They understood it."

She laughed—sharp, hollow.

"They understood you. Not me. Not once. Not even close."

He opened his mouth. She cut him off.

"Do you even remember the girl you met in the church?"

Her voice cracked.

"She had a name. Not just a texture."

June

She left before he could respond.

Out into the night, where the city lights blurred with wet asphalt. She walked fast. Not toward anything. Just away.

The pain wasn't cinematic. It was cellular.

It wasn't that she had been shown.

It was that she had been taken apart—trimmed, arranged, narrated.

Turned into something you could hang in a gallery.

Or screen in a room of strangers who clapped because she didn't speak.

She didn't speak—because the cut made sure of it.

At the end of the block, she finally stopped, wind biting her face.

For the first time since leaving Hollow, she realized:

The city had never seen her.

It had only borrowed her shadow.

And now, it was done using her.