holding on

Debbie shut the door behind her immediately as she rushed into the room, it was definitely better to be back here with Ami and marvelous than being out there, she could still feel her heart pounding in her chest like it was going to find it's way out, and the goosebumps on her skin was still there, that

encounter wasn't so bad but she was still freaking out, She clenched her teeth, folded her fingers, inhaled and exhaled, It had taken her everything she held dear not to freak out in his presence,

Tears burnt behind her eyes, it wasn't going to be easy

"Hey, are you fine" Ami asked from where she sat, with her legs folded, and a cup in her hands, she looked really comfortable and heaven knew Debbie wanted to feel that same ease and peace,she was craving to be at ease,but she wasn't.

and all thanks to them, she had left the room earlier

" Why do u look like you've just seen a ghost from your little stroll"

Marvelous asked from where she sat,her voice filled with nothing but mockery"I did ask u not to go out again"

This time she was laughing her heart out, lol, that's how evil she was at teasing

Debbie sighed, it honestly would have been better if she had seen a ghost,she would have been comfortable talking to a ghost for real,but it wasn't a ghost she had seen, again!!!

"I needed a moment alone,"

Holding her face in her still quivering hands "but then I ran into YãRó,arrrggggg"

The thought of what happened earlier made her kneels go weak,and her smile faded

she had told him, yes she did and it felt good that moment,but now she was feeling embarrassed

"Yh, YãRó" marvelous chipped in again

"he has always had these effect on you"

Debbie rolled her eye balls, "he doesn't" it was a vivid lie" he doesn't have any effect on me"

She could lie to everyone, but she couldn't lie to herself and it was really sad

"I wish that was the truth"

Ami placed down her cup on the side table,leaned forward and looked at Debbie,

"you definitely look like he has crazy effects on you, u can always talk to me"

Debbie lips folded like she was going to cry anytime soon, she pulled her hair, and closed her eyes," I told him"

She let out a sigh, that sounded like she was crying, her eyes now pale and she was feeling embarrassed

" You told him what? "Marvelous asked, raising her brow, she still had a funny expression on her face

" I told him, about ....." She stopped for a moment watching their expressions

"About how I've never been with any other man, apart from him"

It was marvelous laughter that filled the atmosphere,as she rolled on the bed, yeah, it was funny and stupid, she knew

Ami stood up and moved towards her

"you don't need to feel bad about anything, it was his choice not to stay loyal to you,"

Ami patted her hands gently.

"But, now I don't think it was a good idea,I feel stupid, what if he thinks it's because I was waiting or hoping for something"

"Well, we all know that's the truth"marvelous said," you just need to let go of every hate babes"

Debbie rolled her eyes again, trying hard not to break a smile

"Well, I'm not hoping for anything, I do hate YãRó so much"

" So why did u tell him that? "Ami asked with a smirk on her face," you definitely knew it was going to trigger something, "

What if that was the truth, what if she sincerely wanted something between them again, what if she was willing to forgive and forget, what if they could be a thing again, what if!?

" I don't think so"

She sighed

" I and YãRó have nothing together anymore, he lost it and that's how it's going to be"

She moved past Ami, she needed to take a warm bath,

They was nothing between her and YãRó anymore and she was going to stand on this, and she meant it.

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Sitting alone in his room, YãRó was lost in his thoughts, thinking about nothing else but Debbie, she was still as fragile as he had known her to be,her brown eyes,so beautiful to behold,her smile,that could make his heart skip several times,the shape of her nose, her succulent lips,and then her curvy perfect body and lovely legs,she was everything he could ever want in a woman, everything he could ever ask for, everything he wanted, although now she wasn't his woman,she was'nt his woman because of a misunderstanding. If only she could give him listening ears and if only they could both stop blaming someone for their mistakes. But

It felt really nice seeing her again, and even more better seeing her twice in a day, he was glad he was able to get to the garden before she did, he had seen her through his window and couldn't miss any opportunity to talk to her, the way I eyes trailed his body, he could feel it, the way every step she took moved him, the sway of her hips and her breast even down to the stares she gave him, but what had moved him more was her confession, and he didn't know what to think, he was really confused, was she lying!?

Was she being real?

Then she still did love him!

He combed his hair rougly,with his fingers,he couldn't get her off his mind again

He shut his eyes as he imagined her in his room, she was the first lady he did lay with when he was much younger,and he could never forget that experience, although he has had several women on his bed after her,and he wasn't going to lie about that

but it wasn't as good as it was then with her

Was it right having such thoughts right now, he sighed, she did really hate him and he knew she was hiding it, a part of him also hated himself too, but he was human, and we all make mistakes

His Door open, Tobe and Richard walked in,

Richard was tall and handsome,and he was awkwardly very quiet, although they were used to his really quiet personality

"YãRó,what's good "

Richard said as he sat on a sofa, he wasn't just quiet but also the most introverted one among the three, and it took a lot of convincing to make him come for the reunion, YãRó observed his friends closely, age wasn't dealing with them at all

The still looked good.

"Life's good" YãRó said smiling at his friends,

It felt like those good old days again, when truly it was good,

Life was definitely good, but at the same time confusing

"When do I get to see the ladies, it's been a while "Richard asked

" The ladies? " Tobe asked with a funny smile

Or you mean Ami?"

Richard smiled awkwardly.

"Well yh"

"Not now, they'll definitely be doing ladies stuffs" Tobe said giving Richard an awkward smile again "you'll definitely see them"

YãRó stood up from where he was sitting and moved towards the window, it was a beautiful view outside, he placed his hands in his pockes, his first love was here,his friends were here, they were going to be together and get along again, after so many year, a smile formed on his lips

He was glad, he was happy although it was'nt all perfect but it was good,and he hoped everything went well.