Chapter 10 The Night Before the Bloom

The cherry tree had started to fall apart.

Blossoms scattered across the street like soft confessions — tiny, delicate truths dropped by the wind. It was the kind of beauty that hurt a little to look at, because you knew it wouldn't last.

Ren watched the petals drift from his window. Tomorrow, Aoi's parents would arrive.

And Ren was afraid.

Not of them. Not really.

But of what Aoi might become when they returned.

Of the way he might slip back into himself. Shrink. Fade. Disappear.

Like he once had.

That evening, Ren brought two paper lanterns to the guesthouse.

They walked to the shore again, where the waves curled around their ankles and the sky wore the color of bruised lavender.

Ren set the lanterns down and lit them with care.

"What are they for?" Aoi asked, voice soft, hands tucked into his sleeves.

"A promise," Ren said. "Two, actually."

He placed the first lantern in the water. It floated, golden and steady.

"For you. So you remember you're still allowed to be who you are — even when they come back. Even when they don't see you."

Aoi stared at the glowing light, his eyes reflecting it like glass.

"And the second?" he whispered.

Ren lit the second lantern, but didn't release it. Instead, he held it out.

"For us," he said. "Whatever this is. Whatever it's becoming."

Aoi looked at him — really looked. And in that moment, Ren saw it.

Fear. Hope. A flicker of something that had no name yet, but lived loud behind his eyes.

"You keep saying things I don't know how to answer," Aoi murmured.

"You don't have to answer," Ren replied. "But I need you to know."

Aoi hesitated.

Then — in the space between breath and bravery — he reached out and took the lantern from Ren's hands. Their fingers brushed. Neither pulled away.

Together, they set it in the water.

Two lights, floating side by side.

Later, they sat beneath the cherry tree, their shoulders touching.

"You asked me once if I'd still come back," Ren said. "I meant what I said."

Aoi didn't speak at first. Then, barely above the wind:

"I'm scared of becoming someone you'll grow out of."

Ren turned to him.

"You don't get it, do you?"

Aoi blinked.

"I didn't fall for the version of you that's easy to love," Ren said. "I fell for the way you fight to stay soft. For the way you see the world. For the way you make silence feel like a conversation."

Aoi swallowed hard.

And then — for the first time — he reached for Ren's hand without hesitation.

"I don't know how to do this," he said, voice trembling.

"Neither do I," Ren whispered. "But we can learn."

And as their fingers laced under the pale rain of blossoms, the wind stilled.

For now, it was enough.

For now, it was real.