From Silence to Screenplays

That evening, I climbed the terrace again.

Same steps. Same sky. But something felt different.

I wasn't carrying my pain tonight I was carrying surprise.

A weird sense of pride.

I looked up at that star, the one I named after Chandu.

"Did you see me today?" I whispered, smiling."I didn't run away. I didn't stay silent. I did something."

The star twinkled, and for a second, I felt like it nodded back.

Maybe I was going crazy. Maybe I just wanted to believe someone was still watching over me.

But I didn't forget my promise.

After a moment of sky-talk, I came down, opened my notes, and revised everything from college.

Even if I missed a point, I'd Google it. Slowly, that "first bench boy" was becoming real.

And then—ting—WhatsApp buzzed.

A new group. Name?"Mass Bunking Batch 🤡🎬"

I actually laughed.

It hadn't even been two full days since we bonded. And these crazy people already made a group with emojis and a cringy name.

Typical.

Pavan messaged first:"Tomorrow 10:30. First bench. Full attendance."

Vinod replied:"I'll come if someone brings samosas."

I typed something.

Deleted it. Then finally sent:"If no one brings food, at least bring your brains."

It felt nice to belong, even digitally.

The next morning at college, no one in the class.

Except Vicky.

I asked him, "Where are these people man?"

He replied, "It's just an prank man."

I felt like, "What a Shit!". How can someone do this type of pranks.

I was a typical First bench guy.

Midway through the class, an announcement came.

"There's a short film competition for the upcoming fest. Those interested can submit their entries."

The moment that got over, our 'PhD in cheating' legend Vicky jumped up like he heard the word "free biryani."

"Sir, where do we give names?" he asked, like he was auditioning right there.

A few more students raised hands.

Excitement was buzzing like a speaker on low battery.

I… didn't move.

I mean, yeah, I acted that one time for the seniors, but that wasn't me trying to become an actor. It was just a moment. A situation. This? A short film? Nah. I didn't feel like putting myself on a screen.

After class, I walked alone to the canteen. None of my group had come today.

My group? Yesterday night I felt it silly when they did. 

Then I realized why B.Tech is different from others degrees.

I ate silently, scrolled through memes, and stared at the trees outside the window.

For a second, it felt like my junior college again.

Quiet. Isolated. Routine.

I hated that version of me.

And I silently prayed…Tomorrow, let them come back.Let the laughs return.