Its a month past and we not hear about Charlottes Family or what the result they have, yesterday we saw Charlotte in principal office and looks like she was okay, although we hear gossips about her that she didn't admit in hospital like her parents and friends say. Because one of our classmates parent was nurse in that hospital were Charlottes parents owned. According to her mom, Charlottes was fine and it was only stay at the VVip room for a day unlike on what they report in school , that she was fractured and admit in hospital for one and half weeks.
I never heard anything to them but Charlottes got transferred to another school and he's two friends also. But the other two was still here acting like nothing happens coz there still act like before. Still bully to other girls.
I got surprise when when i saw my dad in the principal office talking with our principal and my adviser. I thought they call me coz of something or about my grades coz my rank in school get down from number 1 to number 7 i don't know what happened, maybe i just affect on what happened from the past few days on me i cant concentrate on my studies i feel weird on something, i cant ate, i feel hungry all the time and got awake from a bad nightmare and always thirsty when i awake on my dream.
My dad never just got home for nothing important only. Since I was a kid he's always working and going to other countries he never stayed at home, one time when i ask him he only said he only told me that it is for my own good, that i can buy anything i want, i can go to good school etc. etc...
I understand him, my nanny always told me that maybe my dad was sad and always thinking my mom thats why he was more stayed and focus on he's job Than staying at home. Id always sick i took my regular meds and this meds for lifetime. But i never seen any doctors or going to clinic for the following check up like other kids out there when they got sick. The only explanation that my father told me is as long as i could took that meds he gave I'm going to be okay and no doctors need for that.
I got surprise when the principal and my adviser Mrs. Dominguez told me that i will get transferred into another school and i just looked on my dad. Though its not new to me to go into another school coz since from the start id always transferred to a another school when my dad got a job to do with other countries.
But this is new coz id git transferred while the school year wasn't finished yet. Still have two quarter before the school year ends. And besides i like it in here, i have friends here already and i thought i will stayed here until graduation and we stayed here for three years aLready. Unlike befor, almost every year we transferred from another to another school again.
I didn't talk i just look at my dad eyes and like he said we will talk when we got home. When i got back to the classroom i tell to my friends that i will transferred to other school coz of my dads job. I told them that maybe theres a problem again in he's work or maybe its still about what happened before with Charlotte.
When i got home my father ask me what happened on me for the past few days, i know that my nanny tell some few things to my dad. And i tell him everything even on my dream happened. And he was surprised and i saw in he's eyes that he got mad and shock at the same time. I saw he's hands were trembling. And got sit on the chair and he got a deep breathing and says...
" You Need to go later in the Philippines, ill book a flight for you and go there immediately.!"
" Dad! But.....Why? Is there something urgent happening now again in your work? "
" listen! Listen Zia, its for your own good, after what happened in your school we don't know what those family can do on you and your friends. You don't want your friends to get involved and not graduated this year right? So be obedient now understand!.."
When my dad says about my friends, i got stunt and think of them, studies was important to them especially to Hyorin shes the elder of her five siblings. And it will hard on them to graduate and transfer to other school, and our school was one of the best. And the best thing to do is to sacrifice my own self. Its better if I'm the one who get out than any of them.
" okay dad "
" then pack your things! You will travel at 6:30 pm tonight! Someone will wait for you in the airport, your nanny will be followed to you next week, and i will be there after two weeks.. "
" but why nanny cant come now? And whom will wait on me there? And where will i go? " ...I'm scared coz this is the first time I'm going in different country by my own self. Id always travel with my nanny always.
" you will travel in the Philippines. Someone will come there and they will dropped you in the house were i bought. Your nanny passport was not yet renewed and still have something to do first here before she followed you there. She will get all the necessary things in your school so that you can continue your studies there.."
Id only call my friends on phone when i was in the airport, we all cried when saying goodbye and they were guilt coz they think its there fault why I'm transferred and going to other countries now.
I was scared when the plane was arrived in the philippines. And when i got out in that door at the airport got see many people waiting there for their love one, i got scared and feel that they all looked at me or maybe i was only thinking that they looking at me, coz its ma first here in the Philippines and my hair was different colour from them though there are too many foreigners here too but they're not alone travelling. They have family and friends unlike me its ma first time here and i don't know where i should stay..
I saw a man and a woman standing holding a big paper and write my name on that, i glad i saw them and get relax for a while coz i didn't lost here now.
" Mam Zia? " a man approaching me and say he's name as the caretaker on the house that my dad bought...and the woman besides her was her wife. They are the one who will be my companion for a week.
we travel for two hours i think, i got slept when we travel coz i was tired and didn't sleep lately in the airplane. When i woke up i smell the a different smell its like we were in a farm , i saw a farm with a beautiful green rice fields on the outside, i open the window on my side and smell the different smell. Its morning now its 5:30 in the morning and sunrise was starting to shine. I got smiled when i saw some children playing at early in the morning.
But still i cant see whats that yummy smell id smell, i feel hungry on that. As i look on the children i feel like i wanted to go there coz i feel that yummy smell was coming from them.
I think that the two people with me found out or smell that too...
" Mam, its better if we close the window because we were entering on a place that too many insects, because this is rice field." ...until the window close and i didn't smell that yummy thing now.
Until we into to the house it was a big house and the neighbours was too far from us it was like we are in the middle of the rice field, the gate was too far from the house. We have no guards in the gate its automatic opened coz of the remote he used lately. The house was fully furnished, it looks like it was built or bought by my dad a long time ago.
" mam , if you need anything just buzz me here on the intercom, anyway theres a food in the refrigerator if you want to cook or ate something. Your room was on the second floor second to the left. " the woman tell me and they gone. They said they were living beside the mansion. Theres a house besides it and just call them if i want something. It only means I'm alone living here now.
I look around and its not bad coz the place was good and next week my nanny will follow and i will look for a school. And i know it will be hard on me coz i will start to get a new friends in school and i hope they will like me...
After a week my nanny came. I didn't go outside for a week, I'm just stayed at home. But it hard for me to get transferred into the school who's near in our house. My dad doesn't want me to get in the city for me to study theres. He says theres a big factor that theres another Charlottes there coz its a city.
Good thing theres this one school near at home accepted me, at the start i thought it will be hard for me coz they wont talk on me. They're just look at me. especially when i was reciting or writing on the board. Until one day they told me that they're aren't just pissed of to me. They were only admire on me coz i'm a new student , new face and according to them I'm gorgeous.
They were all nice to me and friendly, i like it here now to my new home new environment i feel secure when I'm in school, but still theres this one thing bothered me. I feel hungry most of the time but i cant explain what I really want to ate. Id still smell that yummy food to ate. Every Time i was talking with my classmates i feel something strange. Aside from hearing all their saying and whispering even whats on their mind i hearD it. I feel that i cheated sometimes, coz i was reading my teachers mind thats why i got always a perfect score in exam. But i cant explain the feeling of always hungry and not satisfied with the food i ate....
Until one night ...
" Dad ! Dad help me! ..."...i got scream, i cant stand coz i was vomiting more often. My knees are trembling Everytime i tried to stand and walk id still fell down on the floor.
When i woke up i was in a hospital bed and my nanny was sleeping on the other bed for the guardian i saw my dad in the window and looks like he was thinking something big.
" Dad, what happened? "
" Zia, tell me what really happened on that day. The dream that you mentioned. "
" i told you already dad, i was captured by a group of people i think they are 3 person and have masked then when i woke up we got married and of course theres a honeymoon happened and he gave this ring on me. And remember what nanny Soledad told you that i was missing and didn't get back home for two days but aside from that i was missing for two days before, the first time i didn't get home but i know its only a dream dad.."
" Its not a dream princess its not only a dream because everything was real. Everything was really happened. Because your pregnant.." My dad says with a sad face and looks like he was serious now and really I'm pregnant..