Chapter # 48

Waking up at the morning was a literally new experience, because I don't know when's the last time I slept so soundly and peacefully not with the memories pulling me back to a nightmarish hell along with it. I do remember Yuu patting me in the back and calmed down. I wasn't going to ask him about this matter nay further until I deal with my issues first.

Yuu was nowhere to be seen in the dorm, It looks like he went to school.

Wait.... School......What's the time right now?

Tossing the blanket and pillow to find the phone and god damn it, it's freaking 9 AM.

Is there a way to swear in nice words? I would like for someone to teach me in this moment.

Then things went by in a in orderly way, 5 minutes gone and I am outside the dorm and running towards the direction to school. Yuu I want to kill him right now.

Arriving at the schools gate made me realize I am totally going to get punished right? But not having a choice in this matter I stepped inside and fully expecting what was going to happen still didn't me happy in the least.

"Tatsuya-kun"

Here we go.

"Is this anytime to be arriving at school?" teacher said.

Wanting to reply that it's better then not coming at all but not trying to make the matter worse. I just said

"No,sir."

"So if you know why did you bother coming right now"

No idea in what to say in this kind of situation. I just stood there silently.

"Run 3 laps across the sports ground and report to me afterwards, we will be going to visit your homeroom teacher next"

I did as I was told, and to be honest i actually don't get the reason for doing this, they just make us even more late for the class then we already are.

Weird policy of teachers. I will never understand

After I was done with the runs I really was about to die, that's hell, teachers are so cruel, I sat down to catch my breath and then went to see the teacher, after knocking his door I entered the room.

I replied "Sir, I finished my laps."

He looked at me and then replied

"Okay, come with me."

We made it into the teachers room and we went straight to my homeroom teacher.

The gym teacher told my homeroom teacher a student from his class was late when i was circling the school.

So, when I came I was expecting a bit of scolding but rather got

"Tastsuya-kun, Why are you here today?"

"I don't understand, should I not be here?"

"No, it's not that but Kurome-kun told me you were going to be absent"

"Umm, really I actually don't know ....."

"Well if you have come over already so head back to class now."

"Yes, sir"

I was about to slide the door to go outside but then someone slide the door and stepped inside I didn't see who it was I just stepped aside so he could enter then went outside. I was on my way to class when someone called me out from behind. I spun around to see Yoite swinging his hand and signaling to come.

I went where he was and asked

"What are you doing here and not in the class right now"

looking puzzled he replied

"You didn't know today was my last day in school?"

"No, I didn't.

Wait last day ? What do you mean?"

"I am going abroad with my father, he was offered a job there so I am also going along with him."

"Why don't you stay here alone?"

"Well I can but there's no particular reason for me to stay here alone is it?

Its not like I will be getting something here and won't get the same thing there.

Its same thing so there's no reason for me to stay alone in the first place so father is just in the teachers room to get the school certificate"

"Is that so"

"Shino, I am sorry for my actions"

I looked up to him and said

"No, those brought me to my senses back and now I am trying to overcome it."

"I wished I could have spent some time with you but unfortunately I need to leave"

"When are you leaving ?"

"Tomorrow"

"That early"

"Yes, so its the last time I will be seeing you

Also Shino can you wait here? My fathers needs to have a word with you."

"Your father does? What is it about?"

"To be honest I don't know. He told me to call you but you stepped outside the teachers room so I called you over."

"Weird"

"I know, you can leave if you have to hurry to class."

"No, I will talk with your father"

"Yoite!!" His father came out of the room with my homeroom teacher.

My homeroom teacher and his father looked at both of us, he addressed to Yoite first

"Yoite, as today's you last day go to you class and say good bye to your classmates and your teachers where as Shino you should go back to your class if you have said your farewell"

At that moment Yoite's father spoke

"Teacher, I need to speak with Shino. It will not take long"

"Oh okay, Shino get back to your class after your conversation. Yoite get going"

Yoite looked at me, I nooded my head and waved him to leave, the teacher did to and then I was left alone with uncle.

"Shino, Is there any quiet place here where we could talk?"

"Umm, there is the rooftop?"

"Okay show me the way"

I guided him towards the rooftop where we could hold a conversation peacefully, what is it even going to be about.

"Shino, what I am going to tell you, do not take it as a misunderstanding or anything like that. The choice is going to be up on you and you entirely."

"Uncle, what is this about?"

"Shino I know about your illness, and believe me when I say this I have tried to come up with a solution about it for a long time. Your insomnia and disorders of taste is 90% not a disease but its because of your trauma. I am asking you do you want to live like that your entire life or do you want to overcome it and let the past remain in the past"

"Uncle this is not a joke to be made of. I know exactly whats the cause!!!!!!" this was really making me angry.

"Shino, I told you before I started this conversation do not misunderstand my intentions. I have no attention of forcing you, I am giving you a choice to get rid of the nightmares"

"Have you then wondered that I do not want to?"

"Shino, don't be ridiculous. You need to get it over it now.

You know I am right and you want it too but what's stopping you.?

Come with me to abroad, I have a very good friend who can help you

Please fix your life and live a life with no fear of strangulation from the past"

Hearing what he said he isn't one bit wrong but i don't want to leave him behind.

"Shino, if you want to stay with him, you need to look after yourself, do you plan on making him struggle putting up with you."

"Uncle, you know?"

"Shino, I am not stupid here. Think about it carefully and tell me, the flight is tomorrow at 8 pm."

After that he left and I was standing there alone having millions of things running in my mind

".............."