The reason i have crush on him.

CCA time

Raz,Iz,Diya,Sarah and myself didn't attend CCA like many time and when we attend we didnt get promoted to be higher position and our attendance are worst.When we attend CCA we have to practice with the junior while other was in main band. We have to learn the basic again and practice why hard for us to be promoted to main band.He was seated beside me and we learn together while the others i cant really remember but i dont think there were there or maybe they didn't go CCA except for me and Raz.While playing and learning,our junior ask us if we together cause he was seated beside me and we were talking about our playing skill and he didn't know much about fingering so i teach him and show him.So i was shaking my hear while he was ignoring the question,our junior look at us and say that we look great together and my heart started to beat fast while he just pretend to play.I was playing and i was mad at myself cause if everytime i play or my fingering is wrong i always get scolded by the senior and i hate that cause no matter how hard you try they would look at us like we hopeless or didnt try harder and i was frustrated.I stop playing while Raz keep trying,he tell me to play and dont stop and i just say to him that nobody care so what.He just look me at the eyes and say *i care* the word i CARE make my heart beating fast then i look at him and laugh,i ask "why u care not like anybody care*. He just look me and say *just play cause i know you good at it and thats why i care* so i started playing while my heart start to race. His eyes and his words make my heart beating fast. Maybe thats why i like him cause he is charming and caring person but he treated me as best friend not more.