Secrets within dream

Even though it was not evident on his face, I could feel that my question shocked him, as much as it did to me. I don't know why, but I have been desperately wanting to know answer to this, more after watching that dream.

Although I am sure he wouldn't give me a proper answer, I had to ask it to make sure I don't have any later regret. In actuality, I hope he doesn't reply by saying anything harsh, in spite of that fact that it is what he usually does.

"There's nothing between us," he replied in a somewhat soothing tone.

I was slightly shocked by his reply. He wasn't being rude, neither did he ignore my question. Despite the fact I could sense that was a lie and had more to it, I was relieved.

"No. You're lying. I saw the look in your eyes when you met her and the look in her eyes when she saw you," I said.

Even if pushing him to answer wasn't at all a good idea, I was willing to do that for easing my curiosity, plus he didn't look all that angry now.

He sighed and then replied, "It's none of your business."

"Is that so? Then did we ever meet before meeting in the forest?" I asked.

I wanted to confirm the dreams, I have been having recently, whether or not have any real connection to me, and this was the best possible time I could think of to do it.

"No."

"Then how do you know me? You said that you knew me the first time you saw me."

"That was because I saw you before, but you didn't," he replied, sort of sounding untruthful.

"Something tells me that's a lie. I don't know why you, Taehyung, and the rest of the BTS are hiding this from me."

"What makes you say that? As far as I know."

"A dream," I interrupted him and then continued, "I saw it all in a dream. These dreams keep haunting me ever since the day I touched your scar."

Suga's eyes widened at that. His expression showed bewilderness, and he was doing nothing to hide. It seemed that he didn't know what to do.

"W-what did you see?" he asked, stumbling across his words.

It's funny to see him being like this. Whatever they were hiding from me, for sure, had a connection to my dream and was strong enough to frighten them.

"Why should I say you?" I retorted, trying to see his reaction.

His worrisome eyes soon became filled in with anger. But then again, even in the midst of all that anger, a hint of worry was visible. Maybe I should say it to him.

"Oh! Yeah! I forgot that you're a spoiled brat. I can't care less about it, but it is them who would be worried."

There he goes again with his hurtful words. His words have an immense power over me. No matter how hard I tried, I can't reduce this power.

"Them? Who does this them include?"

Suga ignored me and went back to sit at that corner. After that dream, I had no desire to back into sleeping. With hesitating steps, I decided to walk towards Suga to see what he was doing.

He had his eyes closed, making his face look at all innocent. His face appeared truly beautiful under the little light provided in this room. My eyes unconsciously began to note everything features of his face.

"For how much longer are you going to stare at me?" he spoke, startling me.

Even though I knew he was not sleeping, I didn't think he would notice. Then again, who am I kidding? His sense is most definitely stronger than mine.

"I am bored. Let's talk as friends."

"I don't want to."

"Please. Why do you hate me so much?"

He ignored me as usual, not answering me.

"See, you do."

"I didn't deny it."

"I want the reason."

"You won't be able to process. Let's make it short by saying that you took one of the most important thing to me."

Most important thing to him- could it be something related to the dream I have been having? If that's so, then my dreams have some relation to the reality. But I can be wrong too. These dreams can be simply dreams. Then again, the feelings they give are, for sure, overwhelming.

Guilt and hurt came over me. Guilt for a reason that I don't know, but I know that my heart felt that. Hurt because he had someone important to him that was not me, and one person, who I could think of, was Soo. I don't know why.

"Is it Soo?"

I felt guilt because I was the one, who started it all. I was the one, who ruined each one of their lives and from that moment, kept it ruining more.