You're not a monster

Loren arrived back into the castle where he was walking back to his room until two royal guards came to him.

"Hm what the matter." Loren asked them.

"Our king would like to speak with you." one of them answer

"I don't have time to go speak with your king, I have a matter that is important and needs my attention."

Loren then walked past the two Royal guards, but was stopped when one of them grabbed him by the shoulder.

"Hey! Wait a minute, you have no right to act like…" that Royal guard stopped talking after Loren looked at him.

That man felt a strong killing intent towards him that made him pull off his hand from Loren's shoulder and step a few steps back from him.

"Forgive me, I meant no…" again Loren didn't let him finish speaking, grabbing the man by the neck and lifting him up in the air.

"Let me make something clear here if the king wishes to speak with me, he can wait let a normal person do or come to me himself. I am not someone who is going to drop everything just because that man calls for me. Do you hear me?"

Loren tightened his grip around the Royal guard, holding him up in the air.

"Yes! Yes we understand prince Loren." The other Royal guard answered him quickly hoping that he would let go of his friend.

"Good to hear." Loren let go of the man as his body fell hard down onto the floor.

There was no sign of him moving as the other Royal guard checked on him.

"Relaxe you friend should still be alive, I didn't put too much pressure on his neck just be sure to relay back to your king on what I said."

"Yes sir!." the man answered him, bowing his head in front of him.

Loren took one more minute to look at the two of them then left to conutinon on walking to his room.

"Holy shit he's scary." he said once Loren was gone.

Soon Loren had reached his room opening the door to see Enidut Pathwarrior, Cecelia and Angelina who were tied up by a magical spell that was cast on her.

"I assume that something else has happened here." Loren Ask.

"Yeah something." Enidut Pathwarrior responded in not so pleased mood as she looked at Angelina who was not looking back at her.

"I thought it was nothing good then."

"It was not Loren, I had to have Enidut Pathwarrior help me in calming down Angelina here as she began to get out of control."

Cecelia tells him as he turns his attention to Angelina who wanted or to say look him in the eye.

Loren can tell that she didn't want to look at him because she was afraid that he was angry at her.

Angelina has a strong care for what Loren feels about her.

"How are you Enidut Pathwarrior feeling?" Loren asks now, turning his attention to her.

"I am doing fine thanks to Cecelia healing, I was able to recover from a few broken bones and little bleeding yet I am holding my own against Angelina."

"I am glad you are ok, now forgive as I must ask for the two of you to leave us, so I can be alone with Angelina to talk."

"Of course Loren, let go take a nice hot bath together." Cecelia said.

The both of them left the room leaving Loren to be alone with Angelina like he asked.

Slowly he walked to the girl who was on the floor tied up Loren then dispelled the spell that held her.

Angelina slowly sat up with her head down.

"You hate me now." she said, still not looking at him.

"No Angelina, I could never hate you and you should know that as we talk about that."

"I know."

"I am though disappointed and a little mad at you." Loren said which affected the girl making her even more sadder.

Loren saw that, so he made her feel better by patting Angelina's head which made her smile a little.

"So care to explain what happened between you and prince Nelson."

"I just confronted him because he was hiding and spying on us."

"Was he really." Loren asks to confirm what she said was true.

"I… wasn't sure didn't give him the chance to explain, he said something rude to me and I got angry hunting him then he hurt me which made me more angry than… I wanted to tear him apart."

After explaining, Angelina felt shame.

"I see, I will speak with princess Nelson about it when we meet, but I want to know what happens in this room."

Angelina was quiet, but soon spoke.

"I couldn't control it when in here my anger wanted to be let out, so I tried taking it out of Cecelia even if she was helping me by trying to calm me down. She had to get Enidut Pathwarrior to assist her with me, I hurt her badly, but soon Cecelia was able to bring me down."

"Sounds like you cause a lot of trouble today Angelina."

"I know it 's because I can't control myself when I'm angry, it's the way I am, I wish, I was never born."

Loren can see Angelina closing both her hands into a ball of a fist cutting deep into the skin of her hands by the sharp nails.

He grabbed her by the waist and brought the girl closer to him as they both now sat on the floor together.

Loren forces his hands into hers grabbing hold of them even with a little of her blood getting on his hands.

"We can hate ourselves for so long, but it never makes a difference unless we let go of that hate to turn it into something else to help that person."

"But I am a monster."

"You're not a monster Angelina, you never were, I always saw you as a normal girl who needed someone to be by her side to love and protect her and I am happy to be that person."

Angelina was happy to hear that as she laid her head back against Loren's chest.

"Yet I feel like I failed you, I mean you have been helping with my problem and I still allow it to control me, making me hurt people, I care about."

"It's going to take time my dear nobody is perfect, not even a person like me."

"What!?." Angelina quickly mver herself to be face to face with Loren.

They were very close to where the two of them could kiss.

"Loren is the most kind, smart and skilled person, I know."

Loren laughs a little then smiles at Angelina placing a hand on her face.

"That is kind of you to say, but you know I am not and I can't be in this life of mine also, I notice you called me by my name."

"Well I like calling you big brother, but I like calling you by your name even more."

The two of them stare into each other's eyes for a good long moment then both kiss.

They began to share a deep and hot wet kiss between the two of them that both sides' hands started to feel around each other.

Loren place a hand on Angelina breast giving it a tight squeezes she let out a soft moan while the two were still kissing

Angelina placed her own hand on his chest and brought it slowly down to his private.

Loren knews they both want the same thing from each other, but he can't yet, he doesn't want to betray princess Hannah.

He wants her to be his first as the two of them are too married, so he stops the both of them while breaking off their kiss.

"I am sorry….. Not yet Angelina." Loren said place his forehead against hers.

"It's because of her, isn't it?"

"Yes." Loren answered her.

"I hate that you have to get married."

Not another word was said between the two as both just stay quiet leaning their heads against each other.

They enjoy the silence until it is broken by the sound of someone knocking at the door.

"Ah that must be the king, I wonder what it could be that man wants to talk about with me."