CHAPTER EIGHT

They having fun but still I don't know what occasion we're celebrating. They didn't tell me. I look around, they getting wasted and they also dancing wildly in dance floor. I sip in my piña colada and stare at them.

I'm confuse why i'm feeling happy even though there's no something good happen. I don't know why I can't smile nor enjoy this. I close my eyes and feel what's wrong to me but memories flashes.

(I'm down the street when someone cover my eyes. From his scent "I know you're my Aze" I said while laughing. I hold his hands that covering my eyes. "Why are you following me? I'm going home, are coming with me?" He nodded. "Okay let's go" I lend my hand to him and accept mine. We're walking when he plug his earphone to my left ear and...

'If I told my thoughts and showed you all of my scars

Would you love me or leave me?

Tell me, how would you see?

Love me or leave me

Love me or leave me

Love me or leave me

Love me or leave me'

When I open my eyes, Raze is staring at me while laughing with his friends. He smile at me and walk towards to me.

"Is there any problem?" Yes Raze, there's a problem. I can't see Aze's face in my memories. I have a lots of memories that he's with me. I don't know him but base on my memories Aze is one of especial person in mylife.

"I'm fine, i'm just sleepy" I said and yawn. He sat beside me and lend his shoulder to me. "You can take a nap here" he said while tapping his shoulder. He gave me assurance so I accept his offer because I'm really sleepy. I should take nap.