Love to love you

Nicolai pov

Baby please stop talking about dying i say to bella , she looks at me and says sorry .

I kiss her with the taste of her still on my lips and she blushes,then i brush my teeth and tell her im going to let everyone know we're up and start some food up for us ,i tell her to take her time and she nods a ok.

I'm not mad at her just don't wanna picture her gone when i just got her back .

I head down and everyone says hey how was yours and bella nap , i tell them it was much needed and let them know she will be down soon and i head to the kitchen only to see luca and iris talking and cooking , they don't see me so i say hey good afternoon luca looks at me and says hey cap and iris says hey Nicolai hows bella , i say hungry and bit energetic , iris smiles and says she's always been energetic but not much of an eater she would always have her coffee though , smile and say well from now on she will have at least 3 meals a day because once she starts her meds she won't be able to take them on an empty stomach , not long after we hear a loud thud come from upstairs and iris panics and runs so luca and i runs after her and into bellas room and i see iris panic bella are alright iris yells and all luca and see is a very naked bella i push luca out and bella tells iris can you leave me with Nicolai , iris gives bella a wink and says yea sure and bella blushes .

Once iris leave i close the door and help bella up i ask her what happened and she tells me well i was trying to get out the bath but my legs are still a bit weak after my uhm well you know my first ever orgasm , i smile and say baby you should have called me i would have helped you , she says baby keep in mind that I've always been independent never relying on anyone but my self so much so my aunt thinks I don't need her , I don't know how to be helped just give me time i nod an ok because from what I've been told Bella has been like that all her life even before her parents passed she always relied on her self to do stuff and I admire that about her but i need her to understand she's not alone ,it's ok to rely on others sometimes.

Bella pov

After i tell Nicolai just give me time I'll learn to ask for help he nods and i tell him baby mind if you dress me he picks me up bridal style and says are you sure angel eyes i smile and nod yes so i watch him go to my closet and pick out something comfortable for me and asked where is your panties and bras my sets are in the left drawer and he goes and picks out a matching pair in black and i smile he ask if this is ok and i nod and so he puts my panties on me first and then i help him put my bra, i bite my lip as his hands glide from the side of my breast to my back to clip the bra , he says with a husky voice baby please don't do that , i say do what ? He says bite you're lip like that , i say baby he looks at me with love and desire in his eyes and i say can you lick my nipples? He says baby you need to eat and relax i pout and say i will relax but later tonight you give me what i ask he nods and kisses my neck and then my lips and say you have a deal but no sex ok i want that day to be special for you , i sigh and say ok and he finishes dressing me and carries me down to the kitchen table and all the guys say hey bella you ok , i smile and say a bit sore but I'm good luca looks at me with a sad look and my aunt brings the food to the table and luca helps once every one is sitting down i speak , so i know you all are worried with all that has happened and i get it but I can't have you all not taking care of yourself because you are worried about me ,everyone looks at me and say we are ok , i shake my head no some of you if not all of you haven't been sleeping i look at cola and luca and everyone except my aunt says we are military men we sleep a little and work just fine , i shake my head and say I'll be fine at home they can't just pause their life to protect me they all laugh and say that they all finished with the military and are thinking of moving here to be close to Nicolai so that i should not worry , i sigh and say ok then from now on i want you all to go about your business , you to cola and luca stop looking at me with sad eyes I don't blame you for anything ok cut it out , my aunt shakes her head and says bella we are all trying to protect you , i say tia I don't need protection i need for you and the guys to be here for me through the treatment and sickness, need you all to push me to be strong to fight , what I don't need is to be treated like im some kind of porcelain doll that will break if something happens like if I can't fend for myself, i know i scared y'all and trust me it was definitely not my intention but I'm tired of seeing you all worry since i woke up.

Luca pov

I hear what bella says but i will not let her be alone ever , not till tilly and whoever else that wants to harm her is delt with .

Bella you we will all support you through this but we will also protect you , if it makes you feel better we will take shifts doing so , but we will not for any reason leave you alone with noone here. Cap says baby luca is right till tilly and her helpers are delt with we can't risk it i nod at cap and all the guys agree , and then bella aunt says mi luna we care for you and want to safe at this point bella looks pissed but she sighed and says what ever at this point you bunch are just going to do what you want anyways so it is what its is , she grabs a water bottle and a cup of coffee and gets up , myself and cap ask bella where she's going cap looks at me like ok , and she just says to my room i wanna be alone and walks away cap was going to follow her but her aunt says give her time she just needs time.

Time Jump

Nicolia pov

It's already 7pm time for dinner and bella hasn't come down , i tell everyone I'm going to check on bella so i get up and go upstairs and i knock on the door and she says come in , i go in and she is wearing this cute green dress with white slippers , she looks breathtaking i go to her and wrap my arms around her and kiss her neck , and I whispered in her ear are you still mad at us all baby , she sighs and says no , i give her a peck on the lips and tell her we are all going out for dinner she smiles and says ok but before we go , keep your promise to me i laugh knowing what she means and say ok fine a promise is a promise after all ,

i go close her door and then i lay her down on the bed and start kissing her neck , licking her ear i go back to her lips and i slide down one side of her dress and start to touch her beautiful plump breast and i start kissing down her neck leaving feather like kisses till i reach her breast , she moans and i know she is loving it so I finally lick her nipple and she moans again and i start to suck and roll my tongue on her nipple and she begins to moans saying yes and so i do the same to her other breast while my hand plays with the other and then says baby i need more , i stop and look her in the eyes her face is flushed and the look in her eyes looks sexy , i say baby no sex yet but i will help you , i pull her panties down and i lick her flower , it's already so wet and ready for me but I remind myself she's worth the wait , so I continue to lick and then suck , putting my tongue in and out her rosy beautiful flower while she moans and pulls on my hair , i can feel she so close to a orgasm so I continue with my pace and she lets go with a sweet sexy moan and i clean her up , then i ask how was that baby , she smiles and says felt so amazing but i still want more , i laugh and say baby everyone is downstairs waiting for us to head to the restaurant, i say how about we continue this when we come back from dinner she says ok with the sweetest smile i ever seen and i say wait here i go to her bathroom to clean my face and brush my teeth and grabs a wet towel and go back to her to clean her up , she blushes and says thank you while i put her panties back up and fix her dress , i grab her hand and we head down to the living room and once they see bella and me they give me a knowing i shake my head and i say lets go , we all head to the cars and bella says she wants to go with me i say of course angel eyes , she smiles and we all start getting in the cars in my car its me , my angel eyes luca and bella aunt and in the other car all the guys , we head to the restaurant and once we go in and are about to get seated bella eyes change from happy to angry and her aunt starts to cry , in a flash bella left my side and was almost next to the man when iris bella aunt says stop her , me and lica go to get her but it's already too late bella had already punched Alex in the face her was bleeding , and she says stay away from my aunt he goes to grab her but she see this and before we can get to them she hits him again and knocks him out , and then she turns to the girl only to see it's tilly , tilly gets up and yells you stupid bicth to bella and tries to slap her but bella catches her hand and punches her knocking her out , before bella turns around she yells don't mess with my family once she turns she says lets go and she walks out the restaurant her aunt behind her and we all follow bella aunts yells bella stop walking , but she doesn't so her aunt yells again and bella turns around and I don't recognize her she looks ready to kill , her aunt walks to her and all of us watch them bella aunt says bella calm down come back to me please it's ok im fine , bella yells he hurt you , he betrayed you , with that damn skank with the same skank that tried to get me killed , iris tells bella yes but it's over im fine he can't hurt me again she hugs bella and rubs her back , bella closes her eyes and starts to visibly relax and hugs her aunt back , iris ask her are you ok , are you calm enough bella nods and iris says come on guys let's go to another restaurant and i say or we can go home and order take out and the guys say yeah lets go home iris nods an ok and bella says ok so we head back home and we ordered Thai food bella said she's going upstairs to shower and change and we all say ok and go to sit in the living room with iris bella aunt once everyone is sitted i ask what happened to bella ?