MelanieLover

So i know that people will mostly ignore if they think that some diaries, just because there’s nothing interesting in the title, will totally ignore reading but what if. What if there is someone out there who has a lot to say. 

So here I am, typing down whatever comes to my mind and not caring the slightest about what everyone will think about me but only here, where I can stay anonymously. Because we all know how much of a chicken we all are out there in the real life. 

So basically I’m still a teen, a teen who doesn’t recognize the meaning in life. The unspoken world where everyone is trying so hard to fit in. What are we? And what if every step in our life weights so much on our shoulders that lastly you can’t stand it anymore and with a light movement you can end it all. Well if you think that I’m a depressed teenager who is doing drugs and I’m outside drinking with a gang where everyone’s a slut and are getting wasted, then you’re wrong! 

So now I’m here with all my bubbled up emotions that I can’t say to anyone but myself. So stay tuned because I’m about to bring out some attitude and fricking shit into everyone that’s reading whatever the heck this is!


Update: hopefully everyday :)

Diary of a basic teenage girl

Stop reading this now and search up this 


He's so hot. Seriously he makes me remember why I'm into men in the first place. I don't really know about his personality but maybe it's because I don't really care. He's a true eye candy. At first I thought that Shawn Mendes was more like my dream guy and stills is. Hands down for Shawn Mendes personality because he's basically the cutest thing ever but Thimothée Chalamet is like the hottest looking thing that I have ever seen. I admit that the young looking Leonardo DiCaprio may have been handsome and a truly inspiring actor skill but I'm kinda too young for the Leonardo DiCaprio nowadays. He's 45 years old and 3 years older than my parents... so no thank you. But Thimothée Chalamet is 24 years old and only some few years older than me. And Shawn Mendes is 22 years old. That's in my point of view ideal. I can dream of a day where Thimothée Chalamet comes to me and takes me away. I would jump in his arms and never let go. Seriously! 


I may think that some Asian idol guys are cute but only cute and nothing more. The whole BTS things is not really my thing. I know about them and all but I'm not a huge fan of them if you know what I mean. There's nothing wrong with them, I'm just not into them and that's all. 


Maybe you have already noticed but today's theme is about celebrities. More like celebrity crush. I asked some people about their celebrity crush and woohoo how deferent they answered. I especially asked these 2 really close guy friends and they said the most opposite women celebrities ever. One had black hair and more bold aura around her while the other was blonde and more timid. Both beautiful of course. 


But that just shows how much the appearance matters. The first thing that you seen is their looks and only after that do you get to know their personality as so on. It's the ugly truth, people lie about the personality being the most important. After all the looks and the personality weight about the same. You don't want to kiss someone that you find ugly. Or hold hands with a hand that isn't taken care of. The skin care is needed if you want to go out in the socialite. But of course is the personality also preferred to match with your own preferences. It's just normal! 


In my point of view there's nothing more to say because there's no guy as hot and gorgeous as Thimothée Chalamet and so, no on can change my mind. Don't even try! He's a simple perfection. 


But so that I don't forget to tell you. I know that I'm not so good at writing and I have a lot to learn but even so. It didn't stop me from writing a new novel. It's not out yet and I dont think that I will ever publish it but I just wanted you all to know that if I do publish it, i hope that it would be to your liking. 


For now I have to and study so I will perhaps update more after that but who knows what the future holds for us, right?


Celebrity crush