About school and stuff

I fell like it was so long ago that I last wrote something and published it. Honestly I´m working on this essay/ in sender. You know those short or long texts that you find in newspapers. I started recently and I think that it could work to send it in especially when it has a trendy title. I was thinking about sending it in to the local paper and was hoping to continue from there. I have finally found out what I want to major in! Here we have a system where when you start in high school you have to choose a major that works with your grades and there are 6 different major and inside them there smaller majors. Like if you choose to have Nature as your major then you also have to choose which side of Nature you want to major in and also put yourself in smaller classes in different subjects like math or biology to get enough points for university. The maximum is 4 different smaller classes and 4 different classes where you will be going deeper inside what you want to major in. It´s really complicated, I know! But after sometime you get used to it and feel like a damn pro. In this way you get to know many different people and if you get the same schedule as someone else well you can consider yourself god. My school consist of more then 2500 people. I heard from my headroom teacher that in the entire history in my school has there been no one with the exact same schedule as someone else. Honestly does this give me collage vibes. I haven´t been to collage yet but that´s the plan especially if it´s for free, right!

Not to brag or anything but recently we had this big English test and this girl got an easy A. But if it was one of those math tests then I would have failed long ago. Math is like the most complicated language that I have ever been forced to work with. I don´t get those that think that math is easy and I will probably never get them but that´s life for you!

It´s really late now but I´m still not sleepy. Have you ever wondered what happens after you go to sleep? I think about that a lot but not enough to have It annoy me. If you know what I mean... so! Or have you ever wondered if there´s actually someone under the bed, even if you have had someone check it out and you yourself have taken a look but when you are laying there just like that, you can´t help but think if there´s someone under the bed. Or do you have this door in your room that leads to an little room but somehow does not belong there in you room and for some reason you decide that it´s to be your closet and when the night falls, you start thinking if there´s someone behind the door. What if that door is actually one of these rooms that lead to somewhere else but your closet when it´s night time. Creepy? Right!

As I mentioned before, It´s really late here right now and I can´t count how many times someone from my family has walked inside my room and said the exact same thing. "Go to sleep" But I can´t sleep! To make it clear, it´s not that I´m afraid or anything. Trust me, I have been sleeping fine recently but it´s just today that I can´t sleep. I feel like the whole world is about to collapse and swallow me whole. It´s crazy and I know it but sometimes you just randomly feel like that... well that got kinda depressing.

Have you heard the new Billie Eilish song? "Therefor I Am" is it called and highly recommended. She´s only 18 (soon 19) but damn she´s more famous each day. I`m one of them that listen to hear songs and I like them. I came to realize that there´s 3 types of people. The ones´ that like her songs, the ones´ that hate them and the ones´ that don´t care. It´s kinda fun to think that someone can hate someone that they don´t even know but it´s not like I`m one of those hardcore fans so I don´t mind.

So I got the last warning just now and I don´t want to take my chances so I leave it here today!