Grief And Pain

All her mother could see was in a lyrical form and it was written as...

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GRIEF AND PAIN

Verse:1

When you ain't sober

You're trippin' beside it

Crying for a call

All your wishes

When don't fly high

But ruthlessly fall apart

Chorus:

Eyes half wide open

But blur for the motion

You feel the weight &

Scratch through your head

Post-chorus:

But afraid to show cause you care

& then hide your face

So nobody can see your tear

Your pillow knows the way you lie down broke

Verse:2

You lie down broke

You cry and sob

As the sadness blooms in your life

The pain bleeds through your eyes

But your heart always deny

& turns you black and blue

Chorus:

Eyes half wide open

But blur for the motion

You feel the weight &

Scratch through your head

Post-chorus:

Lying broke on your knees

Holding tight to your feet

Your pillow knows

The way your eyes bleed

Bridge:

Seeing you the way

I feel the same

But gravity isn't working

Tears already dried up in my eyes

The pain that my heart bore

Went deep rooted in my veins...

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This reading made her hands trimble and she was almost broken from inside. Her Nia knew what she felt but never showed and she

always acted as she was happy and always tried her best to keep her family happy.

She now got to know and understand her Nia deeply, her child was the one who felt her pain everyday and was helpless to help her. Inside, she was ashamed of her for not being strong.

Then the door bell rings, "Mama we're home!". As she heard it she rushed to keep her dairy at the proper pace and acted as if she didn't do anything which would reveal anyone's secret, she preferred to keep that secret a secret.

As she opened the door she hugged both her girls saying, "Mama missed you so much".The moment she hugged Nia, she felt something deep,"I'm sorry my girl, now onwards your mama won't cry",it was a thought that came from her mother.

Nia came to know that her mom read her dairy and the way her soft arms hugged around her soon became firmly saying,"I love you mom" in her mind.

After that moment neither her mother cried for her husband nor she found that dairy again.