Ch 2

...I had a dream, a dream that I wish that wasn't their, or you could say it was a memory. It's something that I tried countless times to erase, but we both know that the harder you try to erase a memory the more clear it becomes to the point were you're at least thinking about it three times a day... Like breakfast, lunch, and dinner, it's always their...

I lied on my bed full of excitement, it was my birthday, my 6th birthday that is. I was ecstatic that I couldn't get any sleep last night, I was exhausted but my excitement of the big day finally being here made me completely forget about my drowsiness. I quickly got dressed and ran downstairs, I smelled the bacon sizzling in the pan, my mouth started to water. My mom knew that bacon was my favorite and did it only on my birthday. But that would change after this day, this day is when my life became ruined. Who would have known that my birthday was going to be the worst day of my life...

"Morning Buddy," my Mom said sweetly. She looked majestic with, flowy hair, full blue eyes, you would sigh when you saw my mom, she would always make it so you would feel like your the most important person in the world. "Mornin'," I said excitedly to my mom, while shoving bacon into my mouth. My mom looked at me sweetly, "Make sure you save some bacon for me and your Dad, Sweetie," my Mom said whole heartedly. "Don't worry mom I'll save half of a bacon for each of you guys," I said mischiefly. "Aww, your not going to be that mean are you junior," I turned to the sound of the voice, smiled, and said "No Pa I was just joking." I looked at the man's face, he had light brown hair and light brown eyes that would sometimes look gold. My dad looked excited, probaly more excited than me, I wondered why. I quickly made a excuse saying that probaly he was just happy for me. We started eating, I was so excited that I just couldn't stay still. I was beaming, my six year-old kid brain didn't see my Dad look at me longingly, when I saw the look he was giving me that I just thought he was excited as me. But I know better now...

After we finished breakfast, My mom gave me permission to open my presents. Their were five neat boxes of different kinds of sizes sitting in the living room I beamed. My parents did my birthday different than other people, we would take turns of when I would open my presents, after breakfast, lunch, or dinner. And they would give me one more present than last year, counting what age I was. So I was confused why their wasn't six presents, but decided to let it go. At least I got presents, some of my friends never get presents from their parents when it's their birthday, so I felt thankful for mine. After I unwrapped all of my presents, I looked at them beaming, I got three mini race cars and two long rubber something. I was confused I didn't know what they were, when I pressed a button one would start vibrating, the other didn't. I looked at them trying to figure out what they were. Confused I went up to my Dad and asked what they were. He looked at me smiling brightly, "Toys, we play a special game with these," he said thoughtfully. He was shaking with excitement, "Are you ok Daddy?" I said worriedly. What was wrong with him? "Well let's play," I said shaking off my thought. He quickly grabbed my hand and pulled me into the bathroom, "We play the game in the bathroom Papa, why?" He didn't answer me he just started to take off his clothes. After he did he looked at me expecting me to do the same. So I complied, taking my clothes off. Maybe the toys were for the bathtub, that's why we were naked, smiling at my thought. I looked at my Dad expecting him to turn the faucet on. But instead he looked at me up and down excitedly. I did the same to him and saw his part private up and twitching. I looked at him questionably, "Pa why is your private part up and twitching?" He looked at me smiling before I could even question his look he grabbed me by my hair and started to kiss me passionately. Caught by surprise I opened my mouth to breathe, but instead something warm and slimy started to come into my mouth. I tried to push him away but of course since I was six it was like trying to stop a bull from charging at you. Suddenly without warning he put me against the bathroom walls so I couldn't see him. He put his length into me, making me gasp for air, screaming. He kept pulling in and out of me making me cry, the last thing that I remember was me screaming, for mom, for anyone. No one came of course, later I found out that my mom grant my dad permission to do it as long as she could drink like she used to... The last thing that remember was my dad putting my toys into me, came close and said "This is your last birthday present, Buddy," his voice dripping with pleasure. His breath making me shake all over.

I screamed waking up, I immediately jumped out of the bed panicking. I looked around wondering were I was, the walls were a baby blue color, it looked familiar especially that yellow teddy bear. But I was still freaking out. Someone suddenly grabbed me by the arm and said "Calm down, cutie your just in the nurse's office." I turned and looked at him about to scream at him that I wasn't a cutie, then I realised that I've seen him somewhere but where...