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My name's Kimberley West, I go by Kim anyways. I'm the weirdest girl anyone and I mean anyone knows. I'm of average  height and skinny with long jet black hair, big hazel eyes, and almost no figure.

I wear big round glasses and braces which compliment my super quirky and weird behaviour. I'm definitely not the sporty type, also, I'm afraid of anything and everything that comes my way.

I can't dance or sing. The last time that happened, the bird watching and hearing me died on my window, so I'm trying to lay low before the animal cops get me. I'm surely no expert cooker. One of the worst mistakes you could ever make is asking me to get anything from the kitchen for you, it's either I break it, scratch it, burn it or do something you wouldn't ever think was humanly possible.

I have a sister and two brothers that "love" me. They're all older than me, making me the last born. My life isn't very spectacular and isn't a life you'd wanna be in.

All my life, I've been hated by everyone.

Every. Single. One.

No one's ever been caring or sympathetic towards me as far as I can remember. And as far as I'm concerned, I'm just a rag to my family. Don't get me wrong, they are my family-- by blood that is, and we or rather they care for one another.

We all attended the same school, my eldest brother- Richard- has already finished school and is in his third year in college.

The second born- Nathan, is in his second year in college.

My sister Tasha is a year older than me making me in the twelfth grade.

High school is definetly not fun, especially when you're the only off person there. No friends to talk and eat with, no club to go to, no boyfriend to be all lovey-dovey with, and you know all eyes on you- but not the approving type obviously. But I'm about to finish school so...

When I first entered high school, I saw it as a chance to start all over again but seeing that that isn't going to be happening, I'm just bracing myself for the worst.

I feel like it's way too late to change anything, like as if this is how my life's gonna be till I die, and unfortunately, there's no one around to console, help or even care about me, I guess that's how unfair life is.

I don't see any possible changes in school life or any aspect of my life for that matter, seeing that everything bad always happens to me.

In my horrible life, there's a girl, and this girl doesn't want me to ever succeed in anything I do. I can swear she's the definition of bad karma itself or maybe she's the devils' daughter, I dont know make your pick. Her name's Emily and she is the worst person I've ever met in that school. She has this long blonde hair that so pale like her attitude towards me. Just 'cause she's the daughter to a really rich man, she's suddenly turned to gold in everyone's eyes- well minus mine that is- and everyone- excluding me- just falls at her feet like she's some kind of goddess or something. I for one cant ever fall in her trance or in anyone of her blockhead followers.

She (like any terrorist) has her own "gang". They consist of a redhead named Stacey and a brunnet named Tina; altogether they form the baddest, sassiest, bitchassnigga club anyone's ever come across in that school and trust me no one's ever messed with them since their parents are all high and mighty. Think of them as the snobby, sassy, rich fools who think they're better than anyone unless met by a hot boy richer than them.

I remember this guy Jack, who really liked Emily and bought her a car. When he showed her his present and spoke about his undying love for her, she listened and when he had finished, she quickly made a phone call and asked for the keys to the car.

When given them, she drove it all the way to the dump and had the people working there crush the car like it was a useless piece of shit and she literally filmed the whole thing! It was mind blowing and totally vulgar.

When they finished destroying the car she forwarded the video to the whole school which served as a warning to all other boys who weren't more attractive and richer than her.

Honestly, I felt bad for him 'cause he really liked her and for her to just throw and crush that car like that means and shows that she is pure evil but it seems no one's ready to stand up to her and put her in her place (I know I'm not) and I cant just wait for someone who's actually gonna do that for real.

Even though I said I felt bad for Jack, I know I cant bring myself to say he ever felt pity for me,which is understandable seeing that Emily hates me. I guess he just follows her like a lost puppy and so does everyone else in that school.

There's actually nothing I'm looking forward to in school and the last thing I want is problems from my dear bitch Emily, who is hopefully not in my class- again- and if she is I hope she's found someone else to pick on...not.

I know there's just so much more to life that I just dont see but who's gonna help me all the way? Who's gonna be my personal fairy godmother? Who's gonna be the one to just take my hand and assure me that everything's fine? Till I meet that special person, I'm just gonna have to do with what I have on my plate.

But one day, just one day, I hope to become someone worth having in life...