Nervous

OOOOMMMFFFF....

"Dammit rose you really haven't let up in the last few weeks."

" I told you I wasn't going to go easy on you."

Asher and I have been trying for the last couple of weeks. We found out from Morgan that the party was being held 2 months after my son was born which means that the party was being held next week.

since Lilly came back I almost feel like I'm back to normal. I have pushed my body back to to training mode and regained some of my muscles. My speed returned and soon I was back to being able to take on three wolfs at the same time without breaking a sweat. It felt good to feel back in control. Morgan has talked to Meg and she agreed to help anyway she could and Mike was lending me some warriors. Everyone knew what role they had to play and my plan was coming together.

Night fall was coming and Asher and I decided to wrap things up. When we entered the house everyone was already seated and grabbing their food. We took our seats at the table and everyone was immersed in conversation. I sat back listening not really paying attention. I was lost in thought I needed everything to go as planned and I was a ball of nerves. Everyone thought I was dead for almost 2 years. What would Cole look like. I hope Colton is ok and safe. I was zoned out at the table when Asher leaned over.

"It's ok for you to be nervous. It's time for you to return home Rose." I smiled at him. Asher and I have never been close but after this I felt like he has become somewhat of a friends. He was right in a few days it was time for me to return home.

"Everyone get some sleep tonight tomorrow we will be heading out. The royal pack is across country so we will have a ways to drive." No one spoke but everyone nodded and after dinner they all went to their rooms to get some sleep.

I spent most of the night with violet in my arms. She was a night owl like her momma and when the moon hit her eyes almost turned purple. She was perfect. I knew my heart was only half full until I was reunited with son. Lost In a daze I dozed off in the chair with Violet in my arms.

I woke up in the morning and violet was no longer in my arms.

" Oh My lanta! violet, Where is Violet." I ran screaming down the hall and stopped when I saw Morgan feeding her.

"I went to wake you but you were sleeping so soundly. And little missy was up so I just thought I would feed her for you."

My heart slowed down to an almost normal heart rate. Asher walked through the front door.

"Everything is packed we are ready to go." I smiled at Morgan and nodded at Asher.

"Let me go shower and change really quick."

I ran back upstairs and took a cold shower to ease my nerves and hurry me up. When I stepped out I grabbed a pair of jeans and a tank top and my favorite pair of combat boots. I didn't bother brushing my hair and I threw it up into a messy bun. Once I was satisfied with my appearance I headed out to the cars where I gave mike a hug goodbye and climbed in.

We had a long journey ahead but in 4 days time my Son would be mine once again.