Oman I Need Your Help

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ..... don't have to give your ugly face in front of me because even if your face is ugly I will still love you ...!" . Antoni affectionately pinched my nose and made fun of me through his words.

Antoni finally took me to one of the restaurants then his car stopped in front of the Padang Restaurant which turned out to be that Padang Restaurant was the restaurant where I first met Antoni, there was a memory here between me and him, and for the first time I could trust a man in my life, only him .... only Antoni.

"Let's just eat here ... we'll come back here because I've turned this restaurant into a museum for me ... ha ha ha ha ... because this is where I can make yourself sure if I really love you. .. !! "

With a look full of certainty Antoni said to me and it turns out that there is a reason for Antoni, why he chose this restaurant for us to eat dinner at this time.

"This guy is so romantic ..." I muttered to myself.

Antoni also chose a seat facing the garden, where the two of us could see the beautiful garden lights and the not so bright moonlight.

While waiting for the food to come I tried to say to Antoni.

"Antoni, I want to talk seriously, can I?" I asked him.

Finally, the food that was ordered arrived. While eating my food, I started to dare to say to Antoni about what I wanted to do after this.

"Can you say anything to me but I don't want to hear if you want to leave my house ... and leave me! Because right now you are part of my body so if you leave me ... that means you've left with me. take my life away too "

Antoni's words were like a shapeless knife that had drawn my chest quickly, he seemed to be able to read my mind because his words were very precise and true, what Antoni said with what I wanted to tell him he understood. My gaze was now fixed to see her because I was unable to continue my words to her.

"Anjani, the day after tomorrow we have started the Final School Examination, I hope you have to concentrate on the lesson first, don't think about anything else first, after the exam ends then we think about the next step".

Relaxing and enjoying this meal, Antoni told me, he really understood me, and really wanted to make me happy.

I can only stay silent and bow my head and just nod my head that can answer all the words and questions from Antoni.

Every now and then I glanced at him and I saw Antoni who was so eagerly eating this food, then I said to him ...

"Antoni, once again I thank you for all this".

Antoni's eyes bulged after hearing my words ..

"Come on, eat it fast ..! You don't want to go home quickly? Do you want to sleep in this restaurant ?!"

Hearing him scolding me like a child, I quickly finished the food on my plate and after that we laughed happily together.

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The first day of the Final School Examination this time, I passed it with sadness in my heart, because this time, no more mama accompanied me at breakfast and morning prayers every day. Usually when the exam comes, mom every morning prepares me breakfast and we always pray before I go to the exam, but now ... it's all just a memory, only my prayers and tears accompany me in my exam this time. I took a deep breath and then I closed my eyes, so that these tears would be held back and not come out again, I tried to divert my sadness and kept thinking about achieving all my dreams and future. I softly said slowly ....

"Maa ... Anjani missed you Mom ...."

These eyes feel empty and empty because these eyes continue to stare at the fig tree which is near the school field, as if I imagined Mom was standing below it, she saw me and gave me a sweet smile. imagining it, I smiled to myself, there was a feeling of happiness or maybe I was crazy because I lost my mom.

"Anjani, don't daydream ..! that is not good for you!"

Oman's voice brought back my reverie. I am grateful that Oman came to my place, indeed from yesterday I really expected him to be able to help me.

"Hi, Oman... thank you for coming here, I really wanted to talk to you, but I haven't ... I hope you want to help me ..." innocently, I pulled Oman's hand so he sat beside me and can hear the reasons why I'm looking for it.

With a curious face, Oman sat beside me, he looked at my face and started listening to me ...

"Are you fighting with Antoni?" Asked Oman to me.

"No .... that's not the problem" I replied Oman as I shook my head and then I explained to him.

"Oman .... please help me, I want to sell my house ...."

Oman's eyebrows rose and his eyes glared at me because they didn't believe my words ...

"Are you sick today ? did you take the wrong medicine ???" Oman answered me with a joke because he did not believe what I had told him. I became sad to see Oman who did not believe me, I don't know who else I hope if he doesn't want to help me, I don't think I have any more certainty about everything I will do, the loss is very difficult for me to describe and I can express.

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