do I Have Love
Antoni didn't agree with my decision to sell the house, and now Oman is angry with me because of my crazy idea.
" OMan ... I want to sell the house first before being taken by daddy! That house is the result of my Mom hard work, and as far as I know the house is also in my name, so I can take my house when I am 17 years old ..... "
I tried to explain to Oman, so that he would not judge me as an ungodly child.
"Hmmmm ... then What is Antoni's answer to this problem?"
Oman asked me about Antoni's decision.
I can only be silent and stunned, I remember again Antoni's words to me about the house.
Antoni wanted the house to remain mine, if the house was in my name then even dad could not take the house as long as I kept the house letter and dad didn't know it.
"Anjani, I'm not being pretentious, but I hope that your actions, you should think about it again ...."
Oman can only advise me, he also doesn't want to help me.
"Alright, I'll think about all this well ..."
With a feeling of disappointment, I answered Oman.
I saw Antoni who was already standing waiting for me to come home at the gate, many young girls who were so happy to greet him .... a little hot feeling when seeing Antoni always loved by young girls.
Who doesn't want to know Antoni, the most ideal child in this school.
"Hhhhmmmmm .... someone is jealous now ..."
Oman mocked me, I forgot that I had been hanging out with him. I feel ashamed if he sees the look on my face that shows Antoni a little bit of anger.
"Hiiih .. who else is jealous ... so great if I'm jealous! There are still many men in this world that I haven't met ... you know .. !!" With an arrogant tone, I returned the taunts from Oman.
"Really, you want to find another guy ??"
Suddenly Antoni replied to my words, he heard my joke, made me stop and his attitude made a sense of fear appear in my heart ...
I am afraid that he will be angry at my words.
"Anjani ... Come on, you have to answer Antoni ... don't be like a criminal catching you ... it could have gone crazy, now you shut up ... Hahaahahhahaha ....!" Oman's joking added to the cloudiness.
"Why you always making me angry ... !! I beat you ... !!"
I immediately looked for the rock closest to me, I wanted to grab Oman's head, but now he's getting smarter, he runs very fast to avoid me.
"Omaaaan .... !! Omaaan ... don't run lo .. !!"
I shouted calling Oman and trying to run because he wanted to catch him.
"Anjani ... don't be like a child, let's go home ...!"
Antoni quickly ran ahead of me and then he blocked my body, his hands holding my shoulders, his eyes were warm like an adult man, with a smile and tenderness he tried to always take care of me.
"Anjani, please don't ever try to find a replacement from me ..."
The words that came out of Antoni's mouth seemed to make me feel touched and feel guilty about what I said earlier, the words spontaneously came out of my mouth, without me knowing it and without my planning and it turned out that Antoni had heard it.
"Antoni, sorry ... I was just kidding, because Oman made fun of me." I said, bowing my head in front of Antoni and with a feeling of guilt.
"If you don't want to see the girls, I'll just wait for you in the car tomorrow ... so it won't make your face red like that ..."
Antoni said while embracing my body, he was really trying to make myself comfortable with him, he was trying so that I wouldn't feel the things that annoyed me like that.
Hearing his words I could only blush in embarrassment and I nodded my head as a sign that I agreed to his words.
I really never thought that Antoni would make a decision like this. He wanted to make me happy and really happy.
Trivial thing like this alone, he has dared to take a stand for me.
"Antoni I'm proud of you ..." I whispered an intimate sentence in Antoni's ear.
"Heeeiii ... you can be flirtatious now ..."
hearing my whisper, Antoni spoiled my ears, and I saw clearly the happy face and the smile that broke out made his face look handsome.
"Antoni, you are my only hope at this time" I muttered to myself.
Antoni continued to hold my hand and did not let go and I replied and then walked while swinging this hand.
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My days are now only with Antoni, from school, studying, eating, sleeping, and traveling I am always with Antoni. But Antoni still respects me he doesn't look down on me, and he never asks more of me. He's probably 1000: 10 teenage boys who can still keep and honor his promise. Her commitment to the future and her hopes are true she will prove it for me.
Antoni's parents never bothered me at all, they trusted Antoni.
They think we are teenagers who can think maturely, because belief is the heaviest burden for us, so we have to prove that we are not like untrustworthy teenagers.
We still have dreams and we know we still have a long way to go, especially Antoni, who will inherit his father's company. Antoni's shoulders were already carrying a heavy burden from now on. then I have to look after him and also support him, being the closest person to him is an honor in my life. Seeing Antoni who was very enthusiastic about loving me, made myself sometimes think. Until now, because I still didn't understand the meaning of "love" and why Antoni could love me ... and why Love is finally in me ...
Love, which makes me happy or love that sometimes I fear, because I have experienced the stupidity of love that made myself lose my mama ...
Love .... what is love ...?!?!
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