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Adam: 

The place was dark and I felt cold water underneath my feet. Knowing I can sense and feel something tells me that I'm still alive. I know I was drugged because I don't feel anything physically.

I can hear people talking around me and I can feel what they're doing to my body but I don't know what exactly. I wanted to open my eyes but I can't. So, I didn't struggle like I usually do when having bad dreams. I just stayed there standing inside a dark hole. Feeling the cold water as it seeps through my veins. 

Where am I? Am I in heaven? Hell? Somewhere in between? 

And then I thought, no. I can't be anywhere else except beside my girl. She could be waiting for me somewhere. She's a cry baby. For sure she's crying now.