Family Sticks Together But What About Me...

I sometimes wonder if was adopted like I am the only normal person in this family.

For instance, my dad is a super strict person outside everyone in his office is scared to make any mistake due to my dad's firmness but when he reaches home he is like a completely different person.

He completely swoons over my mom and is very gentle towards us unless or until we did something super bad. He is like a personality switch button, outside stern inside gentle.

Next, my mom is like a very caring person and kind to others but when it comes to her kids and husband she is not the person everyone thinks.

My mom and dad are the best couples ever an even I adore them but the problem is whatever my mom says even if we disagree with our dad, he will be on her side even if its right or wrong.

Let me give you a short example when my brother was sixteen and I was nine (seven years gap) he wanted to invite his friends to our house but my mother denied him by giving him a lame excuse so he asked if he could go to their house there also she sais no telling him that he can't go to anyone house until he goes to college my brother was angry for this reason and asked dad (because of the reason mention above"gentle") but nope not even a thousand years dad is going to say something against to my mom.

The last and the final person my brother, you would be thinking it's super normal in brother and sister relationship but nope not for me guess what we used to fight with that big empty water bottle and he always won and my bed was the best fighting place for him and in the aftermath, I should clean the mess before our parents return home and do you know what is the best part I have to work as a servant for him and do everything as he says.

Do you know when I was at the age of nine I somehow learned a bad word and oh my god that was the worst mistake I could have ever done ( I didn't even know the meaning of it) he somehow heard it and blackmailed me with it and if I disobey him he would tell our parents. The thing is that our parents are so strict when it comes to the well being of their child so no cursing and my two years went by serving my bro. But all my pain went by when he went to college but that idiot had to come back again for vacation.

The funny thing is that family always sticks together but what about me, my dad my mom, and my brother are a gang of people who always stick together but never include me and I thank them so much for that for not including me for their childish behavior.