Richard

"I could have sworn I put it in my bag, ugh oh well.", said Richard as he stood in the hallway outside of his boyfriends' door, finally knocking.

Hearing the knock on the door, Jinn got up to open it.

"Hey babe! Good morning, I know we were supposed to meet for brunch, but I thought I'd surprise ya this morning and we could go together.", said Richard, getting on his tip toes for a kiss.

"Ahh, I see.", said Jinn leaning down to kiss Richard back. After the kiss, Jinn walked away and flopped on the couch and Richard raised a brow, noticing his strange behavior.

"What's the matter? Did you not sleep well last night?", said Richard, sitting down on the couch next to Jinn, leaning his head onto Jinn's shoulder.

"I didn't sleep at all actually.", Jinn responded.

"What's on your mind? Is it something I can help you with?", said Richard as he slid his hand in between Jinn's thighs and to his surprise, he already had a hard on. Turning his head toward Richard, Jinn gazed upon his boyfriend's handsome face for a moment before pulling him close and kissing him passionately. Sliding his hand up Richard's shirt, Jinn rubbed his thumb back and forth on the nipple that was beginning to bud.

"Uh..", Richard moaned softly, as Jinn pulled away, replacing Richards lips with his neck, licking and passionately sucking on his jugular vein. As Jinn kissed on Richard's neck and played with his nipple, with his other hand, Jinn slipped into Richards's pants.

"Fuck, Jinn", Richard cursed as Jinn's hand grabbed his hardening length and began to stroke it through his underwear. "Jinn.", Richard moaned softly as Jinn tugged on his pants, pulling them and his under down at the same time. Slowly, Jinn began to stroke his length while he swirled his tongue around Richard's budded nipple.

"Uh!", Richard moaned a little louder, grabbing a hand full of strawberry blonde hair.

"Slobber it.", Jinn whispered, bringing his other hand up and sticking his fingers into Richard's mouth. Grabbing Jinn's large hand, Richard aggressively sucked on Jinn's fingers, swiveling his tongue in and around the fingers, leaving them slippery wet like he was told.

When Jinn's fingers were wet enough, he removed them from Richards mouth bringing that hand down and playing with Richard's entrance before sliding a finger in, all while he was still stroking him slowly.

"Mmph!", Richard moaned as he felt Jinn's long fingers going deeper into him. Faster Jinn moved his hand back and forth as he watched the look on Richards handsome face.

"Fuck me.", Richard whispered, and a smirk made its way onto Jinn's face.

"What was that?", he said seductively, as he moved his hand faster inside of Richard.

"Mn! Fuck me!", the man pleaded, causing Jinn's smirk to turn into a grin.

"As you wish.", Jinn complied, pulling his hand away from Richard. Sliding down his sweatpants and underwear, revealing his long and thick length that was standing at attention, pleading to be taken care of.

Spitting generously into his own hand, Jinn stroked himself a few times before positioning himself over Richard. Licking his thumb, Jinn rubbed it around Richard's entrance before he slowly pushed himself inward.

"Oh fuck!", Richard moaned loudly as he stared his boyfriend in the eye while he entered. Slowly, Jinn began to wine his hips, pushing back and forth while he held both of Richards thigh's open in his hands.

"Mn.", Jinn moaned as he bit his lip, he began to move his hips faster.

"Jinn!", Richard moaned, with his eyes closed as he brought a finger to his mouth biting down on it roughly.

Closing his eyes for a moment, Jinn pictured Kai beneath him, but he quickly snapped them back open and of course Richard was still beneath him.

"Fuck.", Jinn whispered as Kai continued to plague his thoughts, those soft lips he had missed and that long neck. Faster and faster Jinn thrusted, but it was becoming difficult, Richard felt good, but Jinn was becoming uncomfortable.

"Mn.", Richard moaned softly as he opened his eyes to see a bit of a strained look on Jinn's face. "You okay?", he asked, his breath's panting in between words.

"Shit!", Jinn cursed, furrowing his brows, biting down roughly on his own lip. Thrusting once more, Jinn felt himself losing his hard on. Leaning down closer as he stared at the gorgeous man beneath him, Jinn squeezed his thighs tighter, trying his best to focus, but his mind could not. With one last thrust Jinn pulled out, plopping himself down on the couch.

"What's wrong?", said Richard as he sat up, sliding up his underwear.

"I don't know, I'm really sorry.", Jinn lied as he was feeling a little embarrassed and could not possibly tell Richard what he was thinking.

Reaching his hand down in between Jinn's legs, Richard began to stroke him in the hopes of bringing it back, but it was futile. "It's fine, let me go shower so we can eat.", said Jinn gently removing Richards hand from his now soft length. Letting out a sigh, Richard watched Jinn as he stood pulling his pants up.

"Are you not attracted to me anymore?", Richard finally blurted out.

Quickly kneeling down in front of Richard, Jinn forced a smile, "No, no baby, that's not it. I just have a lot on my mind. I swear it's not you.", said Jinn, that same reassuring smile on his handsome face, dimples present as always.

"Well go get dressed, I'm hungry.", said Richard lowering his head with a pout. Letting out a barely audible sigh, Jinn stood leaning down to kiss Richard on the forehead before walking away.

As Jinn had left the living room, Richard fell backward onto the couch, Jinn had most certainly been acting strange lately, but this was a first. Richard wasn't sure what was on Jinn's mind as the man would always say 'work has been stressful' or nothing at all. Letting out a heavy exhale, Richard cursed under his breath, after today, he would be damned if he didn't find out what was troubling Jinn.

***

Unlocking the door, Kai quietly made his way into the house, Saya's dates usually ended up being overnight stays so she most likely wasn't back yet. Letting out a sigh, Kai flopped back on the couch, "Ugh!", he whined, placing his hands over his face.

"Uh-huh, I know what that means.", said Saya coming down the steps with a smirk on her face. Skipping over, Saya plopped herself onto Kai's lap, wrapping her arms around him. "Well come on, don't keep me waiting, I need details!", she said excitedly.

"There's nothing to tell.", Kai mumbled as his hands were covering his face.

"Don't lie Kai, who'd you spend the night with?", Saya giggled, pulling Kai's hands away from his face to see tear streaks and puffy red eyes. "Well shit.", said Saya removing herself from Kai's lap and sitting on the couch next to him. "Kai, what happened?", she asked, worry on her face.

Letting out a sigh, Kai sunk further into the chair, "I really, really don't want to talk about it.", he responded.

"Kai please don't handle everything on your own, I'm your best friend!", Saya said firmly. Turning his head to see Saya pouting, Kai let out another sigh.

"Saya, I really fucked up, like really fucked up.", Kai whined, leaning over and laying his head onto Saya's shoulder.

"What happened babe?", said Saya grabbing Kai's hand and intertwining their fingers.

"I can't help the way I feel, I still love him.", Kai began to cry.

"Okay, okay, lets calm down and take deep breaths okay.", said Saya letting go of Kai's hand and wrapping her arms around him. "It's okay, it's going to be fine, we'll figure this out okay?", said Saya as she squeezed Kai tight, she had already been sure about everything that Kai had just said. She already knew that Kai was still in love with Jinn and that he was only pretending that he wasn't, she just wished she knew how to help her best friend.

After Kai had calmed down, and showered, he laid in bed just thinking. What was he supposed to do now, just pretend that they hadn't kissed and continue acting as though Jinn was just an ex-boyfriend he no longer had feelings for? Letting out a sigh, Kai flipped over onto his back, staring up at the ceiling when he heard a knock on the door.

"Come in.", he said lazily.

"Hey, are you feeling better?", said Saya coming into the room.

"Yeah I am." Kai responded.

"Well, that's good to hear.", said Saya as she crawled into Kai's bed, curling up under his arm and laying an arm across Kai's chest. "Babe, I know that you're not gonna want to hear this, but I gotta say it.", said Saya. Looking away from the ceiling, Kai turned toward Saya with a raised brow.

"And what exactly is that?", he said already on the fence.

"Babe listen, you've been gone a whole year, doing big things and you should be proud of that. You are on a different level now so it's time to raise your standards."

"Huh?", Kai interrupted.

"Let me finish Kai, at first I didn't want you to leave, because I truly thought that you two were for each other, I don't remember the last time I saw you that happy, but now I think differently. Jinn moved on babe, so that means that you need to as well. I know you don't want to hear that, but it's what's best for you at this point, and working at the same place is not good for you either, I think you should consider working somewhere else.", said Saya as she snuggled closer to Kai.

"…", letting out sigh, Kai said nothing as he turned his head back to the ceiling. Maybe Saya was right, maybe he did need to move on for real, but what about what happened at Jinn's apartment this morning? Although Jinn had forced Kai into admitting how he felt, that didn't change anything, Jinn was still in a relationship and there was no way he was going to ruin that, he would not dare be the reason Jinn lost his happiness again.