Summer

I haven't really been looking around to see if I see Ash again

Mathew has been keeping me occupied

He is so nice

He cuddles me

Not right though and his arms aren't as big as Ash's

God I miss her so when summer is finally here I look for her to sign my year book

But she is with Val

The biggest skank

And my worst enemy

I decide in this moment that

What ever comes next this summer

Ash and me are over

I don't want nothing to do with her

And she just ain't worth it no more

Mathew comes behind me

Picks me up and kisses me

Why was I willing to blow all this

For someone that doesn't give two shits about me.

Oh wait

"I'm ready for college" says Mathew

Mathew got into UCLA

And he leaves in two weeks

And let me say those two weeks came so fast that when I said bye

I New we were over the moment he got on the plane

He would text and call me

I broke up with him in June

Telling him it's what's best

He needs to enjoy college

I started working at target

And was enjoying my hours

Till fucking Val and Ash walked in and they must of known my schedule

Cause they came here a lot

Finally I heard Val's snarky voice where can I get some good mascara

And a good stitch stuff bear thing

I look at her isle 5 is makeup and we don't sell stitch stuff here you will have to go to the mall

"Oh okay welp thanks"

She walks away with her ugly ass red hair and her to much makeup on her face

I turn down another isle trying to catch my emotions and booom

I run right into Ash causing me to spill the stuff in my hands

"I'm so sorry Star didn't mean to collide into

Hey we're having a party tonight you should join"

Um sure if I get out in time

Did I just agree to go to a party

Where there will be Ash

And ugly skank Val

Which that bitch is going to buy a stitch for my Ash

Breath

"Okay great can't wait to see you, oh you should probably get my number it has changed since the last time we spoke"

God has it been that long

I grab her number and as her deep green eyes leave mine I realize I better look better then anyone at that party

"See you there"