P@rty H@rdy

I bought a black tight skin dress

I curl my brown hair

Do my eye shadow foundation

And I have to say I'm looking banging

And I hope Ash wants me as bad as I want her

I'm hurt that she has slept with so many people

And I haven't even slept with anyone

I spray myself

The clock turns

10:30pm

I get in my car lookup the address

Ash sent me

Ash text:

I can't wait to see you! 💋

Is she trying to toy with my fucking emotions

I knock on the door

No one is really hear yet but I'm pulled in

Ash hugs me and her cologne smells

Like it has never left her body

Her body against mine make my clit throb again

And I shake it off

"You look absolutely stunning Star"

"Thanks so do you"

She grabs me a drink

And yet still not many people are here

Just Legus

A couple of guys I don't really know till I'm on my second cup of what ever this is

Stephen

Nick

Jonas

"I thought we were having a party"

"We are a low key party only people that matter at this one"

I look in her deep green eyes

People that matter

Why isn't Val here

And all over my Ash

Why is ash sitting so close to me

There playing video games

Music is playing

"Want some air"

I nod

Im glad she finally asked for me to get some air

We're on a patio we're there is candles

Flowers

I feel like Ashe might propose to me but she doesn't

"How have you been Star" she asks so concerned

" I'm really good just working can't wait to be a senior and go to college and you"

I'm good which colleges are you applying for

"UNM,UCLA, Stanford, and Yale are you going to apply for colleges"

"Of course I am Star I want to be where ever your going"

She is being so weird then she leans into me

My body starts to shake

All of a sudden music is playing

Painkiller by Ruel

"Now what are you doing Ash"

"I'm trying to make sure I don't lose you again cause being with out you feels like I can't breath

I don't know how to sleep

Eat

Do anything without your body leaning on me

I don't want to go another day with out you by my side"

I didn't realize I was crying till the tears are coming down my face

"Please be my forever Star"

I shake my head yes

Did I really come to a party planed to have the person I love ask me out

I love her

I

Love

Her.