@ll good things h@ve an end

We lasted a whole month

A whole fucking month

Till I fucked shit up

Of course leave it to Ash fucking Simmons to go

And fuck all the good things in her life

I don't know if it was losing my mum

Or Papo having a heart attack

Or a new lesbian friend of Stars

I lost my shit

And before I let the universe fuck with my path

I did it all on my own

I went drinking with Cheryl and Dav

We were parting super hard

When we came across a strip club

I had these girls wet in their panties

Making each of them have Stars face

This girl Annabel

Said she would show me a really good time

I took her up on that bet

I had hickeys on my neck

My wrist had rope burns

I had an amazing night

From what I could remember

When I woke up

She looked at me and said

"Must be getting over a hard core lover

To have all of this and still call me Star"

I look at her

And I felt fucking low

I called Star

I didn't tell her shit

I played as nice as can be

And my dumb ass tells her to go fuck that girl she has been hanging out with

And posting pics with

I yell it's over

And just like that

I let her go for good

test from Star:

From walking home and talking loads

To seeing shows in evening clothes with you

From nervous touch and getting drunk

To staying up and waking up with you

Now we're slipping near the edge

Holding something we don't need

Oh, this delusion in our heads

Is gonna bring us to our knees

So come on, let it go

Just let it be

Why don't you be you

And I'll be me

These lyrics ripped me to shreds

Cause I know she meant every word

So I let her go

And even on my drunk nights I called her

She changed her number

So I changed mine

I was going to let her be her

I was going to let her live her fucking life

I'm letting go