Chapter nine. Most Scars healed, one is not.

Me and my mother Was driving home after picking me up from high school. My school uniform under my straight jacket was damp with sweat. And my hair was as tangled stripped from running in the wind. "Why can't I go to games night with kenisha mum??". I asked. "Because Han I haven't heard anything from Chelsea since that email she gave me okay? Maybe next Friday!". I Sat back in my seat, defeated. thoughts rummaged through my mind. "what if kenisha thinks I don't want to hang with her???". I thought in my head.

As I watched the scenery pass by my sight and the car window in front of me. I thought of other kids different ages. Teenagers going out to eat with their friends. Iittle kids playing on the playgrounds with their friends. They all have normal lives, normal bodies. and normal minds. And they all had a normal school class. The horizon outside my window passed as I watched what was passing Bye my eyes. "Why can't I have a life like that??". Tears welled up in my eyes. I saw sonic running the same pace as the car window I sat behind. I saw him. He saw me. He saw the tears in my eyes and my sad expression. he mouthed. "Are you okay?". in a worried expression. I said through my eyes and stare. "No". I replied. then he disappeard. the thing was, no one knew he was there. I could only see him through my mind's eye. he was a fictional character. He never really existed. but only within me he did. unlike so many other characters in the fictional world. my teeth and jaw clenched together. Trying to hold back the heavy emotion in my chest and tears. And I successfully hid it.

We got home. I stood in the doorway of my room for a split second. I walked over to my bed side, and dropped my bag carelessly onto the ground. It landed with a "Thud!". I kicked it over in frustration before landing my butt on my bed as I sat down. I looked in my wardrobe mirror my eyes had turned from a deep blue. from gray, to a Wherewolf yellow around my pupil. They dialaited and disoriented as the rage in my heart burnt harder. and the heat was coming of my own body. That's how powerful my emotions are. then I got a text from Kelly on my phone. I grabbed it and texted her for a few moments. Mum was downstairs doing some vacuum cleaning.

after a few moments. I got up, walked to the bathroom and had a shower to calm the wave of heat off my body and chest...