Chapter 46

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Jai P.O.V.

"I wish I met you sooner."

A sigh of relief left Sahana as her shoulders dropped, "Oh my god Jai," she laughed, "You really are an emotional guy."

She leaned towards me, letting go of my hand and wrapped her arms around me, "I wish I met you sooner too." she whispered rubbing my back.

I adjusted myself by getting on my knees and hugged her tight.

Sahana brought herself back placing her hands on my shoulders and sighed, "I think we both needed that."

I nodded.

But my cheeks continued to stay wet.

I then saw her eyes become glossy and she immediately looked up, "Ah I thought I cried enough today." She laughed, while placing fingers under her eyes.

Eventually Sahana brought her head back down and again, I took her hands in mine.

"Wow are my hands that nice to hold onto? Or maybe I just have a special touch hehe." Sahana joked.

I could still feel dampness on my face.

"Please stop crying Jaii." She pleaded.

I shook my head, "I can't Sahana."

"How can I NOT after you literally told me your whole goddamn life story?!" I sniffled and hung my head low.

Sahana held my hands tighter.

"Is there really nothing I can do?"

"No." I mumbled.

Suddenly I felt soft lips land on my cheek.

I shot my head up.

My eyes widened to Sahana grinning in pleasure,

"Hehe I think that worked."

I felt my face heat up.

"Let's go to sleep now it's almost 11," Sahana said as she got up, still holding my hands.

She then looked down at me, "Oh you gotta get yourself up buddy I ain't that strong."

I brought myself up and let go of her, "I'll just sleep on your couch." I suggested.

Sahana turned around and gave me a look,

"Oh no you aren't Jai."

"You're sleeping with me."

My eyes widened,

"W-what?"

"You want me to sleep with you. I-in your b-bed?"

I felt my heartbeat quicken its pace.

Sahana bursted out laughing, "I'm just kidding. Lemme go get you some blankets."

My expression calmed down a little bit, "Ok."

I sat back down on the couch and leaned onto my palm, while watching Amiga and Monty play with each other.

"Guys come here." I patted onto the couch, catching their attention.

They wagged their tails and each jumped to either of side me. "You guys became friends pretty quick didn't ya?" I said petting them.

"OK I GOT THE BLANKETS!" I looked up to where I heard the muffling sound.

Sahana stood in place hardly able to hold 2 big huge puffs in her arms.

"Oh wow. Let me help you." I rushed over and grabbed the blanket on top, revealing Sahana's face.

"Hi."

She smiled.

"Hey."

I gave a smile back.

We tried to convert her couch into somewhat of a thing that resembles a bed, but that didn't happen.

It looked more like a rag on a couch, but hey I can sleep on anything.

"Are you sure you don't want to sleep in my room?" Sahana asked looking at the couch.

I nodded, "Yup, I'm used to sleeping on couches anyway."

She sighed, "Ok, well goodnight Jai."

"Goodnight Sahana."

She headed to her room, with Monty following.

I turned off the living room light and made myself comfy.

Thankfully Sahana's couch was big enough so Amiga had enough room to sleep.

I sat up and placed her on my lap.

"How you doin girl?"

I kissed her forehead.

"Do you like Monty?"

Amiga immediately looked up at me.

"Oh is something goin on between ya'll?" I laughed.

I rubbed her ears,

"How do you think of Sahana?"

Right after I asked that question,

"Jai!"

I heard from Sahana's room.

Immediately I got up in worry.

Is it another nightmare?

I reached the entrance of her door,

"Yeah?"

Sahana was in her bed laying on her side facing away from me.

Then without any words she patted and empty spot on the bed next to her.

"Hm?"

Again she patted the same spot signaling me to sit there.

I walked towards her and sat down.

"You ok?" I asked.

"I can't sleep." She softly spoke.

I scooted closer to her, "Is there anything I can do?"

Sahana turned her body and shifted her eyes up to meet mine,

"Just be here with me."

I nodded and adjusted myself, resting my back on her bed frame.

Slowly Sahana closed her eyes and drifted to sleep.

Amiga cuddled next to Monty.

My lips formed a smile at the sight.

Suddenly I felt the bed shift, and something rest on my lap.

"Oh."

Sahana's face was now squished onto my thigh. I looked down at her and chuckled,

"You're something else Sahana."

I always labeled myself as not much of an emotional guy.

I never really showed my feelings towards anyone besides my family.

But once in a while there is always someone that just enters into your life without any warning.

And they force those emotions out of you.

Because they know that you need to let it all out.

Kai was one of those people.

And I think I just met another one.

I didn't even know that I was able to cry that much.

But thanks to her, I was able to free myself of keeping all those things inside me.

All the stress.

All the worry.

All the negative thoughts.

Everything.

My body feels light.

My mind is at ease.

I never imagined myself to say this but,

it felt so nice to cry.

I smiled to myself.

Hesitantly, I placed a hand on Sahana's head and stroked her hair.

AM I TOUCHING A CLOUD WHAT THE HELL?!

My fingertips felt her lovely curl pattern.

I picked up a strand and stretched it.

Eh she wont notice.

"Well damn, that's a long strand there."

I gently placed it back.

A yawn left me.

I carefully took my phone out and checked the time: 11:30.

I need to go to sleep.

Work isn't going to just miraculously stop anytime soon ugh.

I glanced at Sahana peacefully sleeping.

I sighed.

How am I going to leave?!

Another yawn escaped my mouth.

All those blankets.

They looked so fluffy.

My eyes became heavy.

I have to at least put those blankets back.

All of a sudden I felt a weight lift off my thigh.

Sahana placed her face back onto her pillow.

I exhaled a breath in relief,

"Great timing."

"Ok."

"Now let's go sleep on that couch." I giggled in excitement.

But before I got up I turned to look back at Sahana.

She was sleeping as usual.

Her hand placed under her cheek as tiny breaths left her.

I leaned down and laid my lips on her forehead.

"Sleep tight."

I smiled and began to leave.

Almost immediately a hand caught mine.

I glanced back at Sahana holding it.

I felt her grip tighten.

"Don't leave." She whimpered.

My heart dropped.

I felt my eyes become heavy again.

I couldn't prevent myself from staying awake anymore.

"Ok."

I pulled the blankets over me,

and drifted to sleep,

never letting go of her hand.

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