Chapter 4

"Kater are you done?" Cam shouts pounding on the door repeatedly, "jeez woman give me minute" I mutter trying to zip up this costume she has given me,I swing open the door and I find her grinning.

"You look hot,I knew it would fit you perfectly" she says admiring it, "you mean this costume,its for a four year old just look at it" I motion to the black one sleeved dress that is barely near my knees, "whats wrong with it? You look sterning and it shows out your big ass.I must ask do you do squats when am not there?" She asks checking me out.

"Argh why can't I wear casual clothes," I ask desparately wanting to get this stupid thing off, "don't be a party popper, you must wear this for your date" she states and I look at her confused,"which date? All I know is that am going to a fucking party with this damn custom" I mutter tugging the thin material to my knees but its not bulging.

"Oh just stop it,you look great" she says flipping her brown locks,they are usualy shinny. "Take this and wear" she says holding a pair of black heels and I shoot her a glare,"am not wearing those" I say as my final answer and she sighs loudly, "okey wear those sneakers you like so much" she mutters and puts down the heels to take her lipgloss from her purse.

I look at my white sneakers and then this damn dress,its not bring a good combination and I sigh, "okey you win I can't wear my sneakers" I say in defeat and squeals taking back the heels, "but that doesn't mean am gonner wear those needles I won't be able to walk" I state and she huffs as I take my ankle boots, "am gonner wear this"I show her and sit on my bed to put them on.

I look at her and find her looking at the mirror silently, "aw, don't be mad at least I wore this damn custom you gave me" I tell her and she sighs,"am not mad am worried,what if Zayn will be too busy with other people that he won't notice me" she explains and I give her 'are you kidding me now' look.

"Look I know my brother can be an asshole sometimes but I think he has a brain to tell him you look sexy and for the sluts that are usually around him are the one who notice him not him and sure he will not take his fucking eyes from you when he sees you" I preach to her twirling her around checking her out in the scarlet red dress she is wearing at least its covering most her body.

"What would I do without you" she says hugging me and I laugh, "nothing, now lets go have some fun" I shout taking my key and we head to the frat house.We immediately find Zayn's group playing truth or dare and the dares they are giving each other are so silly.

I see Cam and my brother talking and I smile knowing am always right,I feel someone staring at me and I start looking who is giving me this goosebumps.I look around and see Jax looking at me practically undressing,he smirks noticing have catch him right handed and I just smile.

I excused myself ready for a drink and Cam follows me, "so he finally noticed you" I say chuckling and she smiles shly, "he said I looked sturning and cute" she says happily and I almost spill the drink am making for myself, "he said you are cute,I thought he had better words than that" I mutter and she laughs,am happy for her.

"Well I hope at least he was a gentleman" I state taking my shot of whiskey and I see her blush, "wait did you do any funny business when we were playing?" I ask her ready to rip off my brother's stupid head for trying to play with her. "Oh don't worry he was just playing with my hair while we were playing the game" she says and I calm myself, "well he better keep those hands to himself before I cut them"

"Don't you think you are a little too hard on him" she states and I roll my eyes, "am never going to be soft with him, he taught me that the hard way" I say drinking my third shot and pulling her to the crowd of people who are dancing.I start dancing,moving my hips euthusiatic not caring if there people watching me.We dance for a while before Zayn comes to her side and I give him a stern look before I go for another shot.

I stugger a little reaching the kitchen and mixing myself some cocktail,I watch the couple at the corner of the kitchen making out as if nothing mattered and I feel like shouting at them to get a room from all the touching their doing."Hey I see you are all sucked up" Jax says entering the kitchen and taking my drink, "hey I need that" I whine clearly drunk. "I think you had enough" he say finishing the drink and I stomp my foot.

"I can make myself another" I state and he chuckles, "not when am here" he says leaning next to me, "so I haven't being seeing you around,have you been ignoring me?" He asks and I shrug him off, "been busy and why are you asking that? Where you eager to see me?" I ask a smirk playing on my lips. "You know I can't take my eyes from you since our last encounter" he says close to me his breathe fanning my face,I see his eyes flicker to my lips briefly and I gulp nervously, "which last encounter?" I asks innocently and he groans.

"Want me to refresh your mind because I would do that with pleasure" he says in a husky voice and I feel my core tighten when my lips feel so dry,I nod my head eager to feel his lips on mine again.He immediately captures my lips and pushes me close to him that our chest are touching.His tongue slips in my mouth caressing my tongue and taste the mixture of beer and mint.We break our kiss and he starts kissing my jaw going slowly to my neck and sucks it,I let out a little moan and his chest rumbles as he growls.

"Lets go somewhere much better" he proposes and I nod, "but not at your place,my place am sure yours will be occupied" I say motioning to Zayn amd Cam making out,couldn't he just tame his hands for a while. "Fine lets go" he says and I take my keys from my purse.

****sexual contect,if your not comfortable with it you can skip but this is the last warning am putting,this book will have more sexual contect*****

We reach my apartment fast and we start ripping each others clothes not wasting anytime,he checks me out in my lacy panty and bra and am getting impatient here.Wow this alcohol really does thing to me.

"Are you going to check me out the night or what?" I ask him and his hand moves to my bra to unhook them, "your so hot " he mutters taking my breasts to his mouth while his other hand slips me up to his waist so that I can wrap my legs around.I push my breast more to his mouth wanting to feel the sensation more, he bites my nipple and I let out a moarn.

He throws my on my bed my hair sprawling into every direction as I watch him unbutton his jeans and then pulls his boxers down,I stare in surprise at his big cock and I gulp nervously.I have never seen a big cock like that I hope it fits, "don't worry it will fit" he says reading my mind and takes a condom from his jeans.He moves to the bed and starts undoing my panty.

"Is this your first time?" He asks and I shake my head no because this will be my fifth fuck since I was born and I don't regreat a bit because I did it will I was drunk just like this one, "but it has been long" I tell him and he nods.His tip plays at the entrance of my soaking pussy and I arch my back for him enter.He pulls me to deep kiss as he enter deep inside me in one go and I immediately tighten making him to moarn.

My hand shakily moves to his back as he starts thrusting in me as he devours my breast and caressing the other.I let out a moarn as he grunts cursing out my name and my headboard hits the wall with every thrust he does,I hope my neighbours won't complain.I start building up one after the other sweating like a woman whose in labour and I scratch his back looking for my release.When I finally find my release I scream out his name and he follows me soon and collapse on me weighing himself with one arm.

"That was amazing" I breathe out and he chuckles, "you were so amazing" he states and push him off him straddling his waist entering him slowly, "so your feisty even in bed" he muses and I start riding him as he plays with my breast and kisses me with so much force as he grabs my dump hair.

I ride him faster feeling his cock hitting my womb and I moarn from the sensation.We immedietely find our release together and I collapse on him seeing the stars.When I finally catch my breath I turn to my side as I remove my myself from him.He goes to remove his condom and comes out with a wet cloth,I clean myself and lay on my bed a smile playing on my lips.

He pulls me closer to his chest,my back to him and I fall a sleep having the best night of my life.I wake up feeling hands on me and I remember I slept with Jax.His hand travel to my inner thigh and my heart beat quickens,I hope he doesn't hear it.

"I know your awake" he startles me in his raspy voice, "no am not" I squeak feeling my throat dry, "fuck your already wet" he curse and turn me under him and I see his eyes darken,he lowers himself to my core and my bud begins to swell from the antipation.

He dips his head between and he starts nibbling on my clit,a moarn escapes my lips while my shaky hsnds find there way to his hair and tug for him to continue.My legs starts to stiffen wantimg close has he dips his tongue to my entrance and sucks it,he hold my legs tigthly keeping them from moving and I moarn and curse repeatedly.

I start to tremble building up one after another until I come undone in his mouth,he swallows it and lifts his head from my legs wipping his mouth with his back of his hand.He lays down next to as I try to catch my breath, "you taste amazing" he says after a while a smirk playong on his lips and I smile back, "more than the girls you hsve slept with?" I ask jokingly and stand from my bed,he hold my wrist before I can go away, "ofcourse,am so into you that there is no one out thrte that compares to you" he says in a serious tone and I look at him read him.

I wrap the sheets around my body and head to the bathroom to freshen up,I twist the tap open letting the water to warm and let the sheets around me fall as I enter inside.When am all soaked up I hear the door being opened letting the cool air hit me and I look over my shoulder to see Jax.

"What are you doing here?" I ask him goosebumps rising on my skin, "I come to shower with you" he says in an obvious voice and I just look at him, "Jax I have never showered or bathed with anyone" I explain to him ,"oh" is all he says disappointment written on his face,it seems he has never been told no but am not one of them. "Just give me time" I plead to him and he nods leaving.

I might have hurt his ego but my self respect is more worth it and its still disturbing me I slept with him and I really don't know him plus showering with someone is so intimate and I can't shower with someone I just let in my bed without second thought.

I finish showering and put on his displayed shirt,it too big for my small body so it will hide most of my body. "Something smells good" I hum making my way to my small kitchen, "I hope you like it" he says flipping a pancake on the pan. "So you know how to cook?" I ask him taking an apple from the buskets of fruits,Cam really likes food.

"Only the basic" he answers placing a plate for me filled with pancakes as he spills syrup on it and put a strawberry on top, "thank you my private chef" I say playfully and take the first bite moaning a little from the deliciousness, " food porn" he chuckles and I swallow the pancake faster, "what did you say?" I ask giggling.

"Food pornm you know you moan while-" he tries to explain and I cut him off, "oh gosh I get it Jax,now eat your food" I tell him laughing shutting him up, "your laugh is so beautiful" he comments and I feel myself blush, "mmh are you mad at me because of the shower thing?" I ask him changing the topic "why would you say that,its true no girl has never refused me but I understand you kinda and I like you more for that" he says caressing my cheeks, "I like you a lot" he tells me and he captures my lips deepening the kiss.

"What the fuck is going on here?" Zayn barks and we break the kiss being startled.