But then after a while he can feels a warm body hugging him from behind, Ken didn't dare to move he practically frozen.
" I'm so sorry for what I've done to you Ken, I just don't want to hurt you, I never know that my choice would hurt you more than what I want to avoid. Seeing you smiling is my happiest time, it hurt me more saw you hurt and I don't want to see you get hurts anymore especially because of me, I don't deserve you Ken...never" Lex kisses the back of Ken head softly before leaving .
Ken with his eyes closed, hold back his crying when he listen to Lex goodbye words right behind him.
He want to turn around right away when he heard that Lex say his words but those memory of seeing Lex laughing with Yori hold him.
Thinking about Lex happiness too but the tears won't stop falling and his heart feels like shrinking from hurting. In his heart he don't want Lex to go
The sound of car engine turns on outside of the window
Ken get down from his bed and run downstairs as fast as he can
Running toward Lex's car and standing right in front of it before Lex step on the gas pedal
"Ken..." Lex shut down the engine and out from the car, walking toward Ken
" Am I looks that easy to you?! You think I will let you go just like that? You think I'm a joke? " Ken speaks, it can be seen clearly on his face his tears still there
"Ken...You know you deserve someone better than me. I'm just hurting you more and it so painful for me to see you got hurt....we can stop here Ken" standing three feets away from Ken, Lex's speaking while looking at Ken teary eyes
Lex can't stop thinking about why he kept on making Ken tearing, Lex's in blank from seeing Ken teary eyes, just why would someone he likes tearing up like this for him.
"Please stop crying over someone like me Ken...please" Lex down his head and his eyes got hot, tears starts to fall
"Why didn't you try to explain thing to me ? Why would you leave me alone there? Why make me looks so selfish there? Why didn't you ask me about what you saw today? Why did you walk away like that? Even if it hurt at least you should congratulate me" Ken come closer
Lex raise his head and now Ken is right in front of him, but his mouth won't open
"I'm sorry Ken..."
"Stop saying you are sorry...just don't do it again and thing you saw today is....I though it was you the one who gave me food at the guests house and I didn't know if that was Kiyo...I thought that was you because you just send me message about don't forget to eat" Ken explains
Lex wipe his teary eyes, looking at Ken and frowning "Sorry? What did you just said?"
Lex try to figure out about Kenzou explanation
"Food? me?" Lex ask again to make sure he heard the right words
Kenzou look up to the night sky, he suddenly felt too embarrassed to explain one more time to Lex about what was happening today.
"Enough asking, you've heard it" Ken said out of embarrassments
" No...it wasn't clear...so you think that was me? that's why you run like that chasing after him? woaahhhhh....." Lex slowly figure it out but Kenzou expression is not happy
"Did you just make fun of me?!"
"No, I'm not but that's actually a funny story" Lex continue teasing
"...." Kenzou turn around and speeding up his steps into the house and to the room
"Hey! I'm just kidding... don't be mad..." Lex is panicking, chasing after Kenzou to the room.
sitting in the side of his bed, Kenzou seems annoyed by Lex's teasing him
in the dim light of their room, Lex come closer to Kenzou then kneeling in front of him. holding his hand and look up at Ken face.
"Hey... I'm just joking, please don't be mad"
"...." still in silent, Kenzou throws his sight outside the window
"actually.... I'm very happy right now. you know why?... because from that funny story I can tell that you care about me, about my feeling... even though I lied to you and hurt your feeling, you still chasing after me to give me hug in the middle of street..... Ken... thank you so much" Lex rubbing the back side of Kenzou's hands
Kenzou can feel the warmth of Lex touching his hands. slowly released his hands from Lex, wrapping his arms around Lex's neck, pulling Lex into his hug.
badoom badoom badoom!!!
the sounds of their heart beat getting heavier, nobody want to release the hug they just stay still this position.
minutes later
"Can I kiss you?"Lex ask while still in Kenzou's embrace
Kenzou nodding as he gave approval for Lex's to kiss him.
But then, it wasn't a kiss that land on Kenzou's lips, it's a bite
"Aaaeerrghh.... hurt"
Lex pushing Ken to the lay on the bed
With his firm body and long legs, Lex makes sudden movement to climb on the top of Kenzou's body. wildly kissing Kenzou on the lips and on the neck, his hands won't stop touching every curves of Ken body.
With this big and warm hands touching him from the inside of his shirt, Kenzou's body shaking from excitement.... just whenever Lex touched him, he will automatically became stiff there to defence his will from down there.
"mmhhh.....ackh Lex please don't bite....aaahhh!" Kenzou suffering in heaven
Not enough with the hot body, Lex pull Ken shirt off showing that white fair and firm muscles on Kenzou's body. Lex like s hungry baby went to sucking the reddish nipple of Ken.
"emhhhhhh.....aaahhh Lex.... that's insane, aahhh!" Kenzou's body shaking
hurriedly open his shirt, Lex throws his shirt away with Kenzou's help pulling the shirt. Lex staring at Kenzou abs, they looks so gorgeous and firm, sticking out his hands to reach them and rub them.
Kenzou keep clawing Lex's back when he go sucks the nipple hard.
Both of them having hard time to breath now, the dim light in their room is just perfect for their making out tonight.
"You are excited?" Kenzou grab Lex's bird down there in the middle of Lex's legs which is now bulking in the pant
"uughhhhh.... Ken don't squishing" Lex holding his breath when Kenzou finally grab his junior down there
"let released him....." Kenzou unbuttoned the pant, take them off for Lex and throw it.
then Kenzou continue attacking the vital area of Lex, caring it slowly with his big hands Kenzou wanted to bring it to his mouth
"I want to see yours too" Lex harshly pulling Kenzou waist, open the pant and inn flash throwing away the pant, now them both are almost naked, only the their underwear on.
"Let see it" Lex roughly put his big palm into Kenzou's underwear and grab the bulking penis
hurriedly both of them kick the underwear so nothing can block their hands from touching the bulking things inside it.
"AAAHHH!! LEX!!" unconsciously Kenzou screaming, Lex kiss him on the lips to reduce their noisy sound from their housemate.
Having fun playing with Ken bird down there, Lex start to wrapped his palm around the Kenzou bird, moving steadily at the beginning and gradually adding speed on.
doesn't wanna lose, Kenzou also do the same movement with Lex's birdy down there, both of their body become stiff and relax then go heavy and feel heavenly nice with each other hands wrapped on their hard penis.
"kiss me" Kenzou asking
Lex go instantly to kiss him and their hands still busy working down there, things got hot when both of them now moving the hands faster forward and backward.
"Aaahhh.....mmmhhhhh.....! Lex emhh....." Ken tighten his embrace to Lex body, like now their body stick to each other and moving up and down accordingly with their hands movements down there in the middle of their each other legs.
Lex released ken penis then put his and Kenzou together in his palm, making it feel stuffy in his palm but feeling they got from it so nice like the warmth of the hands around their penis.
grabbing Kenzou's lotion on the table, Lex apply the lotion to their penis also to his hands.
three lotion help their thrust movement became clear and nice, from their mouth can be heard the sound of heaven.
Ken bent up his toes
"Lex... I'm coming out" with shaking voice he whispered on Lex ears.
just make Lex more excited from hearing that voice, he move his hips faster than before with his hands still tightly wrapped their penis like it a hole and their penis thrust in and out faster there ( They haven't inserted it to the hole yet, its still too early for them :) ).
"Uugh....Aaahh..! Lex... I'm...eemhh!!" Kenzou body stiffened, shaking violently from his reaching orgasme, the warm liquid wetting Lex hands.
Lex went to the lips and kissing him, inserting his tongue to reduce the sound Ken's making from his satisfaction.
After reaching his climax, Ken body becomes relax and the tiredness slowly come to his body but seeing Lex smiling and not having his climax yet, makes Ken wanted to start again.
Kissing Lex on his lips and inserted his tongue there, moves more aggressively than before but Lex can see Ken is forcing himself to satisfy Lex
"Ken..." Lex's calling Ken softly, doesn't want to hurt Ken feeling he touch Ken softly on the face, give a peck on his lips. "aren't you tired?" Lex asking
Ken stopped
"....." he in silence again, this is actually the weak spot of Lex, he is weak when it comes to silent treatment like this
"Hey...are you mad again? why are you so cute... don't be mad" Lex pulling Ken to his chest and kiss him on the cheeks several times.
"But you haven't reached it yet" Ken murmuring
"I'm fine.... plus I'm also tired now, today was a hard day for us... but I'm so happy right now because I have you with me again in one bed, have you here is what I want, we can do that later" Lex hugs Ken softly
"You sound so dramatic" Ken actually very happy tonight and doesn't want let go this man from his arms now.
Wiping themselves with wet tissue and changing the bed sheets before fall asleep in each other embrace.