chapter six

"In your eyes, there's a     heavy blue

  One to love and one to lose

Sweet divide, a heavy truth

Water or wine, don't make me choose"

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"stop looking at me like that"

"Like what?"he smiled and said

"Like I'm something worth worshipping"Aurora said.

He placed her in his lap and said "you are my precious little flower.you are a fallen angel made to tame this beast's heart. You make me fall for you helplessly.you make this beast Neal in front of you. You will forever have my heart." He stopped and kissed her neck .

"I love you my angel"

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Xavier took Aurora's hand and made their way outside the club.

" You have five minutes to tell me what you want" she said.

" I want you back " he said

She Snickered "you so clishé, you know that"she Said " what makes you think that I'll go back to you?"

"You are my wife Aurora."Xavier said " you belong to me"

"Ex-wife! I'm not your wife anymore-"he cut her off with a laugh.

" You still so naive my angel"he said " you really think that I would sign those divorce papers?"

"WHAT!?" She cried "what's the matter with you? What else do you want ? You took everything from me. I'm almost homeless because of you"

"Look. let's go somewhere else and talk ,okay?" He pleaded

"Why would I go anywhere with you ?"She scowl at him

"You don't want to make a scene in this hour of the night , do you?" He said calmly

"I'm not going with you" she said

" Stop being a child and get in the damn fucking car" Xavier growled

"I'll stop being a child when you leave me the fuck alone." She shouted

" Since when you start cursing?" he hissed

"Since the day I saw who you truly are".

He just stared at her speechless,but in reality there was a battle going inside of him.he wanted to shout at her ,to make her understand the danger she is in. He wanted to grab her hand and drag her to his car and drive home and lock her forever from this world's cruelty. He wanted to grab her is his arms and hug her tightly and cry on her shoulder, tell her how much he loves her,how much he missed her ,and to make her promise to never go away again. But he couldn't or at least not this moment.first he has to know why she ran away.

She looked at him and her heart broke into million pieces when she saw the broken look in his eyes. She wanted to comfort but decided against it.she closed her eyes for a second Hoping that she could just wish this all way. But slowly, she stopped herself. Because actually, when she started to think about it. She didn't want that. Even as mortifying as it'd been to come face to face with the man she'd lost herself with and realized who he was — for xavier who always saw her as a good girl.

She still didn't wish it hadn't happened.

After all , you can't unlove someone you're already deep in love with , even when you keep denying it,and you will eventually forgive them , because a heart in love is a naive heart.

she knows she still in love with Xavier and she will forgive him. And that's what terrify her the most.

"Okay, let's go"

He smiled and led her to his SUV.

Aurora chuckled when she saw his car.

"What's so funny?" Asked Xavier.

"It's amusing how you still like big cars" she said chuckling.

"I'm a big man angel,I need a big car" . He opened the door  and helped her getting in.

Xavier hooped in and start the engine , seconds later they were on the road.

"Where are we going?" Asked Aurora.

"To my house"he said "if you don't mind?"

"No, it's okay"she assured him.

They both fell in silence for the rest of the trip.

Aurora looked out of the window lost in her thoughts to what he has to say, how he can fix this problem and how he didn't/couldn't sign the divorce papers. She still remember that day when she walked past his office and heard him talking. She couldn't get the words out of her head, they were still fresh in her head till this day,and they brought tears to her eyes Everytime , but she quickly wiped them to not look a like a weak person in front of him,Not anymore.

"We're here " Xavier said pulling her out of her thoughts.

She opened the door and jumped out of the car .

Xavier notice her tears but didn't want to ask , he knew he caused them and it crush his heart into pieces to see his angel crying and can't comfort her.

Xavier was never a religious man but in this moment he was praying for the highest powers to help him getting her back and make this night go as planned.

He opened the door of his soon to be their house  and led her in .

They went to the living room and Aurora set on the couch.

"Do you want anything to drink?" Xavier asked .

"Water ,please"

He smiled at her politeness.

She was always a polite person.

She's truly an angel .

He thought giving her the water.

Aurora drank her water ,then,they both fell.

"Why did you left" Xavier said lowly.

She just looked at him without uttering a word.

"Do you have any idea how much I suffer without you." He said " do you know how I felt when I came home and found you gone ? Do you know how I felt when I saw the divorce? I kept asking myself what did I do wrong to make run away..."

She said anterapting him "I heard you that day"

"What?"he questioned

"I was wondering in the house that day and when I came by your office I heard you talking. I don't know with who." She paused for a second "you said I'm just a woman who's job is to get you an heir and you would divorce me after I gave birth to the child". She couldn't speak any longer.she felt a lamp in her throat, but she forced the woeds

"How do you think I felt that day huh? . When the man you think he loves you said you're just an object?"

Xavier was left speechless.he didn't know what to say. What he could ever say to tell her he didn't mean what he said that day .

He took her hands in between his and looked in her eyes

"I never meant what I said,I swear" he closed his eyes for a second " look  angel, I have a lot of enemies ,and if they knew you're my weakness ,they will kill you." He whispered shakily the last part" I can't never  let them" ."you are my world aurora. you are the light to my darkness. Without you I'm just a beast . I know I don't deserve you my love ,no one does,but please give me a second chance to show you that I can be be better man for you angel".