Somethin_Sue

/Intro/

 I fell in love with her smile because it was odd- her words were sweet, but she looked strange. Her smile would unwind once she was alone, her eyes narrowed in tiredness, her legs looked weak, her arms almost dropping her books, and her stomach growling out of hunger, but- around others, she played the part of a hero with a smile. She saved many, helped others, defended herself, and took care of everyone, no matter what. She acted one way but was another- everyone saw her as a perfect doll, but I only saw a broken girl giving a smile for everyone because it brightened their days- her smile made them happy, and it made her happy too.

He wasn't like regular people; he didn't push me aside- he kept me close. He wanted to hear me, see the real me, and that scared me. He was able to tell the truth, see what others didn't, fight for what he wanted or knew what was right, no matter what I did- he always saw the happiness... why was he ok with being rejected? Why was he ok with pushing me over the finish line? Why was he ok with losing? Why was he ok with anything I said? Why was he ok with me yelling at him? Why was he ok with me? Why did he want me?

*First Glance*

{|Warning: This story contains tough topics of suicide, abuse, mental illnesses, self-harm, s*xual talk, misleading ideas of romance, lgbtq, alcohol, drugs/overdosing, rape, trauma, etc. If you have a tough time with these topics- please stray away from this book. Rated PG +13.|}

Extra Information: I did not create the graphic used for this story- my best friend made it, @dani_tales4u designed it. (Check her out on Wattpad because she is a really good writer!:) *Sorry I can't link her profile- It won't let me.*

First Glance

  It's Saturday morning, and my cold chubby fingers felt nice against my warm blanket- I stared at my kitty cat Sugar, who was black with white fur on her tummy and paws.  She's ten months old and will be turning one in two months- I'm so excited for her.  I got up, my air conditioner was at 64 degrees, but I didn't care.  I love cold air, and I don't like the heat too much.  Quickly I grabbed Sugar's bowls and went to clean them, feeding her and pouring milk for her.  She ate as I started to brush my hair, quickly she attacked my leg and pranced to the living room as I followed in a playful mood.


I saw her hiding behind the fan, I tried to grab her, but she ran out.  She scurried across the floor, and I got onto my knees... Grabbing her.  "Butt butt!" I grinned, kissing her.  


"Sue, that isn't proper. Stand up and let the cat go." My mother said as I sighed, getting up.  "Good morning to you too, mom," I said as she narrowed her eyes, "What's with that tone?" She asked as I chuckled, rubbing my neck.  "I mean- it's funny how you don't say hello but criticize me first thing in the morning. It seems like a joke." I laughed as she glared, "Stop being sensitive and put on appropriate clothes, do your chores afterward." She hissed as I nodded.


I put on some pants and a shirt as I watched my mom leave, quickly I threw off the shirt and pants.  I wore a bra and shorts at this point; I went to do dishes with my headphones.


I was having a calming time with the plates, cold water, music, and fun little bubbles from the soap.  Sugar was on the table, sleeping behind me, so I felt okay.


Suddenly my music turned down a little then went back to normal- a notification?  I always turn off the ringer because I hate the noise- I dried my hands off quickly and pulled out my cell, seeing a text from an unknown number?  I checked the message, "Hey, Smiley; it's me- Ad." I felt a little smile form on my face, "Hey." I glanced up to see my big brother.  "What's up?" I put my phone away, "Put it away; you have chores to do." He barked as I rolled my eyes, grabbing the broom- he walked away, and quickly I messaged Ad back- "Hey, I'd love to talk, but I'm busy at the moment, but I'll text you later- bye~." I bit my lip, feeling excited to talk to him later.


Chapter [03]