Somethin_Sue

/Intro/

 I fell in love with her smile because it was odd- her words were sweet, but she looked strange. Her smile would unwind once she was alone, her eyes narrowed in tiredness, her legs looked weak, her arms almost dropping her books, and her stomach growling out of hunger, but- around others, she played the part of a hero with a smile. She saved many, helped others, defended herself, and took care of everyone, no matter what. She acted one way but was another- everyone saw her as a perfect doll, but I only saw a broken girl giving a smile for everyone because it brightened their days- her smile made them happy, and it made her happy too.

He wasn't like regular people; he didn't push me aside- he kept me close. He wanted to hear me, see the real me, and that scared me. He was able to tell the truth, see what others didn't, fight for what he wanted or knew what was right, no matter what I did- he always saw the happiness... why was he ok with being rejected? Why was he ok with pushing me over the finish line? Why was he ok with losing? Why was he ok with anything I said? Why was he ok with me yelling at him? Why was he ok with me? Why did he want me?

*First Glance*

{|Warning: This story contains tough topics of suicide, abuse, mental illnesses, self-harm, s*xual talk, misleading ideas of romance, lgbtq, alcohol, drugs/overdosing, rape, trauma, etc. If you have a tough time with these topics- please stray away from this book. Rated PG +13.|}

Extra Information: I did not create the graphic used for this story- my best friend made it, @dani_tales4u designed it. (Check her out on Wattpad because she is a really good writer!:) *Sorry I can't link her profile- It won't let me.*

First Glance

Sue and I were cleaning my apartment, "You really are terrible at keeping your apartment clean-" She said, picking up my shoes and taking them to my room. "Babe, I have school- work, I don't have time to keep tidy," I said, laying down as she came over- patting my head and walking away. "Well, if you don't start learning to keep neat- I may never move in with you." She said as I felt somewhat lustful, getting up and wrapping my arms around her waist.


"You can't just hype me up and not take responsibility," I said, laying her down onto the couch with me hovering over her body.  "A-Addy..." She seemed nervous as I smiled, "I won't do anything too far, ok? I'll stop if you want me too." I said severe with her blushing underneath me.


"Don't make my heart explode." She grabbed onto her shirt, calming her breath.  "Heh, no promises!" I grinned.


Immediately I kissed her neck slightly as I could feel her panic until I licked her collarbone- "Addy..." She whispered as I glanced up at her, and instantly her arms wrapped around me.  You can imagine how confused I was- "Sue?" I asked as I started to pick us both off the couch with her hugging me.  "Is everything ok...?" I asked as she let me go, nodding with a super red face, "Yeah, I'm great!" Her voice squeaked as she ran to the bathroom.


"What... The." I felt my face blush in confusion- Welp.  That was a fail and awkward- there's always next time, I guess... My phone buzzed on the table; I grabbed it to see an Insta dm.  I opened it to see a text from Aanu- "Hey, Addy~" She texted, and immediately I was a bit skeptical.  "Should I text her back?" I questioned, it wouldn't be cheating since it's just an ex and it'll be friendly.  Sue isn't the jealous type, so she might not mind.


I won't tell her, though; it doesn't seem like she'll care anyway.  "Ok, I'm back. Let's finish cleaning-" I looked up to see Sue- I sent a message to Aanu and put my phone on do not disturb mode, so I don't get any notifications near Sue.  "Yep, let's keep going."


Chapter [23]