Somethin_Sue

/Intro/

 I fell in love with her smile because it was odd- her words were sweet, but she looked strange. Her smile would unwind once she was alone, her eyes narrowed in tiredness, her legs looked weak, her arms almost dropping her books, and her stomach growling out of hunger, but- around others, she played the part of a hero with a smile. She saved many, helped others, defended herself, and took care of everyone, no matter what. She acted one way but was another- everyone saw her as a perfect doll, but I only saw a broken girl giving a smile for everyone because it brightened their days- her smile made them happy, and it made her happy too.

He wasn't like regular people; he didn't push me aside- he kept me close. He wanted to hear me, see the real me, and that scared me. He was able to tell the truth, see what others didn't, fight for what he wanted or knew what was right, no matter what I did- he always saw the happiness... why was he ok with being rejected? Why was he ok with pushing me over the finish line? Why was he ok with losing? Why was he ok with anything I said? Why was he ok with me yelling at him? Why was he ok with me? Why did he want me?

*First Glance*

{|Warning: This story contains tough topics of suicide, abuse, mental illnesses, self-harm, s*xual talk, misleading ideas of romance, lgbtq, alcohol, drugs/overdosing, rape, trauma, etc. If you have a tough time with these topics- please stray away from this book. Rated PG +13.|}

Extra Information: I did not create the graphic used for this story- my best friend made it, @dani_tales4u designed it. (Check her out on Wattpad because she is a really good writer!:) *Sorry I can't link her profile- It won't let me.*

First Glance

  It's finally October!  Today Justin and I are on our way to pick up Ad from the airport- "So... When are you going to ask him?" Justin questioned- "Ask what?" I spoke as Justin pointed to his bag in the back- Justin has been leaving home a lot lately.  It's mostly because he doesn't want to fight his dad, so he would rather be on the streets for a few days instead of "having his beautiful face f*cked up," as he puts it.


  Justin was begging me to ask Ad to let him live with us since he seems to be running around lately.  


  I agree that I would try, but I don't think it's a good idea- they are always fighting, and they pretend to be friendly in front of me, but I know they aren't.


  Literally, after Ad and I got back together- Justin threw a firework in Ad's car.  Ad was p*ssed, so he tried to beat the sh*t out of Justin, but they both ended up looking trashed- they seemed even until it kept going...


  "Maybe you should ask him next time-" Justin said, getting out of the car with me following his lead.  "Why?" "You guys don't have space in the apartment- wait till you move. You guys were talking about it- right?" Justin questioned as I nodded.


  "ADDY!" Sue ran up to me, wrapping her arms with a huge smile.  I held her back, glancing at Justin, who held a soda?  "Where did you get a soda?" I asked as he showed the label of the can- it was beer.  "Alcoholic-" I judged as he shrugged- "Little b*tch." he said to me as I glared.


  "Shut up boys." Sue seemed a bit annoyed- Justin and I went back a few more times until Sue started leaving with us yelling behind her.


  Time passed very quickly with conversations, yelling, laughing and etc.  I apparently missed a lot- but what bothered me the most is I didn't know my girlfriend more then her best friend- granted I was gone for a few months but how could Justin compete with me?  I might be over exaggerating but I don't think I am-


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