Somethin_Sue

/Intro/

 I fell in love with her smile because it was odd- her words were sweet, but she looked strange. Her smile would unwind once she was alone, her eyes narrowed in tiredness, her legs looked weak, her arms almost dropping her books, and her stomach growling out of hunger, but- around others, she played the part of a hero with a smile. She saved many, helped others, defended herself, and took care of everyone, no matter what. She acted one way but was another- everyone saw her as a perfect doll, but I only saw a broken girl giving a smile for everyone because it brightened their days- her smile made them happy, and it made her happy too.

He wasn't like regular people; he didn't push me aside- he kept me close. He wanted to hear me, see the real me, and that scared me. He was able to tell the truth, see what others didn't, fight for what he wanted or knew what was right, no matter what I did- he always saw the happiness... why was he ok with being rejected? Why was he ok with pushing me over the finish line? Why was he ok with losing? Why was he ok with anything I said? Why was he ok with me yelling at him? Why was he ok with me? Why did he want me?

*First Glance*

{|Warning: This story contains tough topics of suicide, abuse, mental illnesses, self-harm, s*xual talk, misleading ideas of romance, lgbtq, alcohol, drugs/overdosing, rape, trauma, etc. If you have a tough time with these topics- please stray away from this book. Rated PG +13.|}

Extra Information: I did not create the graphic used for this story- my best friend made it, @dani_tales4u designed it. (Check her out on Wattpad because she is a really good writer!:) *Sorry I can't link her profile- It won't let me.*

First Glance

  Alyra and I have been discussing the life of her child- and ultimately... We concluded that she'd be getting an abortion.  Ad nor J know what's happening, and Alyra doesn't want me to explain yet- I'll just keep my mouth shut and wait.


  I admit this is a hard decision, and genuinely I'm not happy about it, but if Alyra thinks it's the best for her, then so be it.  It's around late at night, and Alyra is in the clinic- I wasn't allowed in because I wasn't her lover, so I stayed outside.


  Soon she came outside, and I helped her walk.


  "Is... It done?" I asked as she cried a bit.  "I feel like a murderer-" I whipped her face and cheered her up, taking the bus back home.  We talked for a bit and had tea; I noticed my phone ring- Nicole was calling!


  I was about to pick up the call, but I glanced at Alyra, who looked like she needed me more.  "Excuse me a moment?" She nodded, letting me walk to the kitchen and pat J awake.


  He looked so sleepy from passing out- "Mh?" I leaned into his ear, "Nicole finally called me-" he looked ecstatic.  "Holy sh*t, what did she say!?" I was guilty, rubbing my neck.  


  "I didn't answer- I was hoping you would call her back with your cell and see what she needs." I explained as he nodded, "Alrighty, no problem." he pulled out his phone.  I headed back to the couch to speak with Alyra; barely a minute or two later, J comes over and leans into my ear.


  "She isn't answering- I have a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach, so I'll go to her place and check it out. If something happens- I'll call you." I nodded to him, and he immediately took my keys and left.


  We talked for a while until Alyra got tired- "Do you want to stay here for the night? You'll be safe." I said as she nodded- I took her to the guest room and laid her down.  Letting her sleep.


  My phone rang, it was from J and immediately I stepped outside of the room- picking up.


  "W-What- no..." I heard Sue muffle- "Where are you right now?" What's happening?  "A-Alright- I'll be there soon!" Sue kept her voice, but it sounded scared.  "Addy, Addy!" She whispered in a hurried voice.


  "Yeah, babe?" Ad asked, coming to the stairs, "Do me a favor, hand me your keys and watch over Alyra, ok?" "Why, what's wrong?" Ad questioned- "I'll call to explain later- please just do this!" 


  She begged, and he gave in, letting her run out of the house with his keys.  I'm worried, but- I noticed Ad glance at me.  I'm more scared of being alone with Ad...


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