Hiding the sadness

*Morning*

When it's already lunch, you went to the school library without telling mara and the boys

-at the cafeteria-

Mara: "guys, did you see y/n?"

Hobi: "no we didn't"

Taehyung: "i didn't notice her when she left the room"

Yoongi: "how about you jungkook, do you know where is she? you're her boyfriend" he asked with his brows knitted

Jungkook: "huh? i don't know" he said

Yoongi: "because you didn't care for her" he thought...Mara suddenly got mad because of jungkook's answer, so she put down her spoon angrily and left them

Jungkook: "what happened?" he confusedly asked but taehyung stood up and left to find you

Rm: "you're her boyfriend, how come you didn't know?"

Jungkook: "because i'm busy hyung"

Jimin: "like always"

Jin: "you don't have a time for y/n so there's no reason for us to get shocked anymore" he said coldy but jungkook didn't answer

*Your pov*

you were just sitting and reading a book when someone approached you

Irene: "hello y/n" she said sarcasticly but you didn't reply her and even look at her

Irene: "hey, i'm talking to you"

Y/n: "you know that i'm busy reading right?" you said as your one brow raised

Irene: "ohhh i'm so sorry for that" she smirked, you stood up to find another table again 'cause she's disturbing you. before you could take a step, irene spoke.

Irene: "how are you and jungkook? is it still strong?" she asked that makes you looked at her

Y/n: "just make him happy like you always do okay? just....PLEASE" you said as your tear drop and left her....you didn't know that jungkook was watching and listening to you while hiding at the corner.

as you went out to the library, your just looking down while walking 'cause you're hiding your tears and suddenly you bumped into someone

Y/n: "i'm sorry" you said and bowed but that person just held you shoulders and make you look at him

Taehyung: "you're not in your self and crying again" he said while his brows knitted and wiping your tears

Y/n: "a dust just came into my eyes when i opened the book" you fakely smiled but taehyung saw irene walking out to the library

Taehyung: "irene did something that's why you're crying....i'm not a fool y/n" he thought

Taehyung: "then let's go! i'm going to kill that dust 'cause he make you cry" he jokingly said as he put his arm around your shoulder but you just laughed and you two walk away

Jungkook: "he still love her" he thought when he saw the two of you

Y/n: "hey guys! what's up?" you said happily to the boys and mara as you and taehyung went inside the classroom

Mara: "where were you? you didn't eat your lunch" she asked while her brows knitted

Y/n: "to the library...i want to read a book and i'm sorry 'cause i didn't tell you

Hobi: "are you really not going to attend later?"

Jimin: "it's graduation ball Min Y/n!! so you need to attend"

Y/n: "i don't really know if i'm going to attend guys"

Rm: "please attend!" he said begging you

Yoongi: "if you're not going...we will not going to approach you anymore"

Y/n: "awww that hurts"

Taehyung: "don't worry, i will make her attend" he said

Y/n: "ohhh really?" you smirked

Jin: "just make sure that she's going kim taehyung"

Y/n: "i'll be honest...i'm not in a mood to attend 'cause---- you know my situation right now right?" you said trying to smile to them

Jimin: "you're hurt because of him"

Hobi: "the happy y/n we know is missing" he sadly said

Y/n: "come on guysss!! i can be happy for all of you okay? i can hide this sadness just to not affect y'all" you said happily

"We feel sad to you" they thought

Y/n: "ohhh by the way, tomorrow after graduation, i want to hang out with y'all!"

Rm: "nice! something good happen?"

Y/n: "None, i just want to treat y'all...i became closer to you because of this college life" you said smiling

Yoongi: "we agree to that!!" he said and they are all smiling

-timeskip-

it's already time to go home now, before you leave, you approached jungkook for a while

Y/n: "hey love, enjoy the party later okay?....i don't know if i'm going to attend, so have fun with your friends or maybe someone else?...never mind" you said trying to smile while fixing his necktie

Jungkook: "it's better if you're going!....let's have fun together!"

Y/n: "when i want you to have fun with me before, you have no time...but now that i can't take the pain anymore, you want me to be with you that i don't even know if you really want to be with me" you thought

Y/n: "i don't know my little bunny" you said as you cup his cheeks "i need to go now, take care and have fun later!" you kissed him in the cheeks only and you left.

Jungkook: "why i can't make you stay?! why i am this kind of person??!!" he thought

Yoongi: "she's so sweet to you, if i'm her boyfriend...i don't really think that i'm going to let her go anymore" he said and went in his car same with others and they left.

As you reached your house, after you greet your parents and little brother, you went to your room.

(doorbell)

Mom: "kyle my dear, open the door" your mom said and kyle stood up to open it

Kyle: "Tae hyung!!" he shouted happily

Taehyung: "hey bro!" he said as he touched kyle's hair

Dad: "taehyung-ah!!" your dad said happily as he hug him

Taehyung: "hello uncle and auntie" he smiled

Mom: "it's been a while tae"

Taehyung: "i heard that you miss me already?" he jokingly said

Dad: "yep, that's right"

Mom: "you're in time, i prepared a foods, let's eat!"

Taehyung: "thanks aunt! by the way, where's

y/n?"

Kyle: "in her room, she said she want to be alone for a while"

Taehyung: "then i should talk to her for a while" he said and went to your room