Chapter 20

Then, he closed his eyes and leaned back as he ran his fingers through his hair, as if torn between what was right and what he wanted. He bent down and French kissed me, allowing me to taste my own juices on his lips. Then, he pulled back, breathless. "Not tonight. Don't get up. I'll get you a towel."

He hurried down the hallway toward the bathroom, and I already felt his absence. He was back a moment later and ran a warm, wet rag between my legs, and then dried me off with a towel. "Stand up a minute."

I did as he asked and he lay down on the couch toward the back, still shirtless, but with his jeans still on. "Come here."

I lay down beside him on the couch. He easily turned my body around so that he was spooning me from behind, and then pulled the blanket over his both.

I could feel his rock-hard erection through his jeans resting between my ass cheeks as he cupped my breast with his hand.

He whispered into my ear. "Get some sleep." He kissed my neck and then rested his head against mine as he drew lazy circles across my nipples.

"Keep that up and we'll never get any sleep," I teased, enjoying lying in the arms of this lovely man.

His hand stilled, but still cupped my breast.

"Can I do anything for you?" I asked as another yawn escaped me.

"Shush," he said. "As I said, tonight is all about you."

My breathing quickened. "But I want you."

I felt him shake his head behind me. "Shush don't tell me that."

I thought for a moment, knowing exactly what I was doing. Then, I turned around to face him, still lying in his arms and crushed my lips to his with a hunger unmatched in human history.

I then pushed him onto his back and rolled on top of him, never breaking the kiss as I started rocking my pussy back and forth over his dick through his jeans.

He looked at me through his lashes. "What are you doing?"

"What do you think?" I said, rocking on him as I kissed his neck. Then, I looked into his eyes. "I want you."

I trailed kisses down his chest as his breathing quickened. With one hand, I unbuttoned his jeans, letting his cock spring free, and then moved down between his legs, letting my tongue graze over his rock hard cock as he gasped.

"Alyssa, don't," he breathed. "You don't have to do this."

"Shush," I said. "Just lean back and enjoy this." I sank my mouth over his cock, taking him all in, as my tongue swirled around the head and down his shaft. I had never done that before, but went on instinct. I covered his dick with my mouth, then sucked, moving up and down his shaft.

"Fuck, Alyssa," Logan said, clearly lost in another world. "God. You feel good."

"Wait until you fuck me," I said, unable to believe what I had just said.

Logan laughed. "Don't tempt me."

But I sucked his dick into my mouth and swirled my tongue around the head. Then I ran my tongue and lips up and down his shaft as he writhed in pleasure. I wrapped my hand around the base of his cock and jacked him off as I sucked and fucked him with my mouth, moving up and down on his dick, sucking hard each time I pulled back.

"Fuck, Alyssa," Logan said, leaning back. Then, he placed his hands on my head and pushed in and out of my mouth, until he finally pulled away. Cum rushed over the head of his dick as I continued to jack him off at the base, amazed at the amount.

Watching his body writhe aroused me again, but I was already starting to feel the effects of the evening. But I was glad that I made him come, too. It didn't feel right, leaving him horny all night long.

He rose from the couch. "Lie down and relax. I'll be right back." Before I could object, he left the room, headed toward the bathroom.

I was almost asleep when he came back, but woke up when he lightly kissed my forehead. He was still shirtless, but his jeans were still on-zipped and buttoned.

"May I stay tonight?" he asked me, his voice barely a whisper.

"Of course," I said. "We can go to the bedroom, if you like."

I chuckled. "I'm not sure if that's safe tonight."

I smiled. "I trust you."

"But can I trust you?" he asked, as one corner of his lips curled into a smile.

I couldn't help but laugh. "Yes; of course. I'll behave." Then, I made a cross over my bare chest. "Scout's honor."

He laughed. "I think that's the wrong sign, but I'll take it." Then, before I could say another word, he scooped me easily into his arms, blanket and all, and carried me down the hallway.

"Logan, I haven't had time to make the bed"

"Shush," he said, gently kissing my forehead. "You worry too much." Then, he gave me a sexy wink.

When we walked into the bedroom, my bed was fully made and two pillows were placed at the head of the bed.

"You made my bed?" I asked in disbelief.

"Well, as you said, it would be more comfortable for you in here." Then he deposited me gently onto the bed.

I reached out and looped my finger into one his belt loops, and gently pulled him down to the bed. "You mean we will be more comfortable."

"Alyssa"

I shook my head. "No. Just to sleep. Logan, please stay."

He nodded. "Okay." Then, he walked over to the other side of the bed, pulled back the covers, and got in beside me. He turned me over and wrapped his arms around me, pulling the covers over us both. He curled up behind me, spooning me with his jeans still on. I felt his erection through his jeans as it came to rest on my ass. Then, he wrapped his arm around me and pulled me close to his body as he cupped my breast.

Any other time, it would have been so distracting that I wouldn't have been able to sleep, but at that moment, it felt just right.

He drew lazy circles across my breast, and, soon, his breathing became labored. But as I fell asleep safely within his arms, I knew that I was finally home. With both of us going our separate ways on our tours, I knew the risk I was taking with my heart. But I wanted to live in the moment with no regrets. Everything else, I would think about later.