Chapter 11- The game of truth and Lie

Lies...False but sounds like truth is an easy way to escape a crime or sometimes to make a person hate the other. Lies are inevitable.

My life started with a lie. I felt alone most of the time when I was young but it was not until I was 19 that I realized I was truly alone. My parents lied to me that I was their son after that Hyung lied to me that he will come back for me. But instead, he never did and then I lied when I entered the mansion as a nanny about being a beta. Then Andy's parents lied about my absence. But like the folks say that even if the truth is buried in centuries it will eventually come out and thrive.

The day of escape

"No, today we are not going out as it is heavily raining outside," I tried to convince Andrew as he whined about visiting the park.

"But Hyung that is the only time you can be you and I also like it when you smile and relax without worry," he told me while standing by the closed window and looked outside.

It has been two years since I started working here. At first, it was hard to adjust since my body was weak and sometimes I collapsed because of tiredness but now I am used to my life here and Andrew is such a sweet child. I gradually became fond of him. Well, there is another reason and that is because of my brother. I am sure he will come back and take me away with him. Also, if I leave then he would have no place to find me as this is the only place that he knows.

The people around are also helpful and since we have our own rooms, it is easy to hide my suppressants without anyone knowing.

I left Andrew's room and headed to mine.

"Hyung, don't go, let's play in your room. You never let me play there, please, mom and dad are also not home, just for half an hour," he begged me, and to which I succumbed to his request.

"Okay, but just for half an hour," I warned him and we both headed towards my room. It was during my fifth month in this house that Andy found out about my real gender. At first, I was shocked and thought that everything was over while I was buying the suppressants at a pharmacy. But his reaction was totally unexpected. He felt delighted when he found out and even danced like a little kid. He said that now there will be no problem since he is an alpha and I was an omega, everything was perfect now. I didn't pay much attention to his words at first but then later his actions proved everything.

He constantly followed me around and inquired me about the timely intake of suppressants. Whenever he got time, he used to lay on my lap and talked about random things. He bought my favorite snacks when he returned from school and whenever his older siblings tried to talk to me, he would interrupt with his own tasks in the middle or sometimes pout and never talked for hours. Then as time passed and his conversation and tone around me changed and most of the things included living a happy and peaceful life together, it was at that point that I realized he had feelings for me.

I became more conscious and tried to ignore his words but deep inside I was happy as he was the first and only person ever that made my heart flutter. But then, thinking about these things was taboo after all.

Then one day another taboo happened and scarred my life forever. It was evening and Andrew was away on Karate championship accompanied by his mother this time. Initially, I was supposed to go with him but since he knew that my heat was about to come so he suggested that I should stay and rest. That day I prepared dinner for his older brother who came late from the party and looked drunk. He was a hard worker and was a college student so I guessed that they had a late-night party and didn't have much food to eat.

"Stay here until I finish it whole," he ordered me and so I stood there to accompany him. But out of nowhere my body started burning as I didn't take my pill yet.

Oh no! What bad timing?, it was that instant that my heat initiated and I started feeling the chills. My temperature was rising and slowly my vision was blurry. I felt extremely thirsty but I was ordered not to move.

"Master, I just remembered an urgent work so please if you will excuse me," I mustered up my courage and then spoke.

"What work? Andy is not here? What other business do you have except him?" he questioned me and stopped eating.

"What is this fragrance?" he sniffed and ultimately reached me.

"Y..you, why do you smell funny", he was at a loss of words as he saw my blushed cheeks and heavily panting voice.

"An omega, you are an omega and you are in heat too," he approached me slowly and in his eyes, I saw a beast, a beast that was ready to devour anything in front of him.

"Master, no I am...No I mean....," as I stuttered with an answer, he gripped me by my waist and started kissing me.

"No, No I don't want this, Master stop," I tried to push him away but once again I realized how weak I was.

He started kissing me ferociously on the lips and then slowly reached my neck. He then tied my hand with his shirt and did the most horrific thing to me that night. But the unacceptable part was that my body was accepting everything when he manipulated it according to his own will. I suppose this is the reason why they say that omegas are the ones that lure alphas but to be honest I was not in my right senses at that time.

When I gained consciousness, I was still laying on the floor, the surface was cold and my body was wet. I was drenched in sweat but my insides hurt a lot.

My heat had subsided and so did my urge to live my life. I was barely covered with a shirt that probably belonged to the elder master. I saw someone running towards me and halted when he saw me. It was a fellow worker, he quickly helped me to stand up and soon we reached my room. I told him the gist but he blamed me for lying and hiding the fact that I am an omega.

"You know nobody is gonna be on your side even if you try your best, the power of hierarchy is that strong. Also, since you are an omega, everybody is gonna blame you, so it is best if you keep quiet and forget everything," he stated the truth while wanting me to keep it shut. I knew that everything he said was right and that nobody was gonna believe me and the thing I had mastered all these years was keeping quiet.

I thought of Andrew and my happy time together with him, I thought of my brother and then the place that I supposed was my home.

The world needs a balance and to maintain equilibrium both good and bad reside together in the same place. I thought of every good thing and then I was ready, I was ready to shut myself forever. That day I was determined to settle everything and hence I went to the bridge and jumped.

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I opened my eyes to an unfamiliar place and I woke up in someone else's bedroom. The room was filled with someone's pheromones and it was a reassuring scent. I could hear someone mumbling.

"You smell nice Hyung," the citric smell of tangerines with a tinge of honey.

"I missed it very much," he inhaled as deep as a gasp after coming out of the water, and then his head buried into my chest, telling me not to go.

It was Andrew. He was holding me tightly and was wearing the same clothes from before but on the other hand, I was wearing a new set of clothes that seemed a little bit big.

I woke up from the nightmare and thought if he knew that his brother was the culprit then how would it affect his relations because being on bad terms with your brother is not a happy experience. But I was reassured that right now he was by my side. I am happy that I was saved by the omega cafe owner that day and started new. But this time I will not keep quiet and I would definitely tell him the truth as it can be painful but at least it will lessen my burden. I felt nostalgic as I embraced him too and soon fell asleep again.

To be continued....